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THE GIRL

Evelyn Lim 林心如
22nd September 1987
Single
Virgo
Friendster - eevelynn@singnet.com.sg
Msn - evelynlim-@hotmail.com

LOVES

MY PARENTS
My LOVES one
Happy Lucky
Princess Lassy
Cocoa-nut
MARSH-MALLOW
Taking photos
Dolling up
Slping


WISH

N96/N85
Change name to 林心如
Electone Grade 6 exam PASS!!
ORGANIST TEACHER!!
My house problems to be ok!
MY HEALTH TO BE ALRIGHT!!
BRING FAMILY MEMBERS TO OVERSEA!!
Class 3 Licence
Pomeranian
Shih Tzu
Dwarf Hamster
New wardrobe with mirror
LCD monitor
Scanner cum printer 3 in 1
Laptop
More Heels
G Clef Necklace With Diamond
New spec
Biz to start soon
Bangkok!!
Shanghai
Hokkaido
Taiwan
Hong Kong
O lvl PASS!
Music Theory Grade 5 PASS!
Piyo Piyo Stuffs
= )


HER FRIENDS

AilingAlieenAngelina
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Abblizzio Creation
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Calories Counter
Calories Table
Grand Diamond
Health Charts/Tables
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Hokkaido
Joanne
Langkawi
Learning About Calories
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SGFLEAMARKET
Shanghai
The Art Of Make Up
Starhub WebSMS
普陀山
新天地


TAGBOARD

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Hais. I am crying now. What should I do? I'm wasting my time and Papa's money. I wants to go for exam but I don't want to go sch. I feels like quitting sch and find a job and pay my Papa é money back.

I knew when Papa came back, will say me de so he did cause of Mama. Asked don't want to study then everyday stay at home do what. Asked me if don't want study then don't waste his money. Told me don't treat Taekwon-do as my future. I didn't! Since I got my Black Belt, I can teach ler ma. If don't teach, take Black Belt for wat?

Now! Finding my gut to go sch and quit! Hais!! Is hurt!!

I have been crying since last Friday. 好累好累。Nobody understand how I feels!! 我的心好痛。

Why must u keep appearing in my mind!!

Friday Taekwon-do class, got é RC de don't know wat, got 1st Superstar de Singers, they sang 当你孤单你会想起谁。At that point of time, I couldn't concentrate on what I was doing. Tears in my eyes. Papa drove pass CCK, staring at é houses. Hais.

Saturday, took train to BB. Feeling down. End class, took train to Kranji. From Yew Tee to Kranji, my tears just flow down.

Sunday, went to help Papa. I didn't concentrate what I was doing, and é needle poke in betw my fingers. I knocked onto metal kena my head. So Papa wants to deposit money, I knew he would go CCK. Pass by é multistorey carpark, é blks that near ur house, my tears just can't stop flowing.

Monday, afternoon Mama nagged abt me not going to sch. Said she must well pack stuff and go Malaysia stay. I cried for hours. Evening time Bro asked me wanna go pack food. Went down, I saw é slippers. Went coffeeshop, packed finish food went back. Got this guy coughing non stop. Walk up é stairs, I didn't saw é slippers.

I don't know what to do. Cry can cry how long?

Why ppl get what they wants so easily. And me!! How much I pray, I wish, I hope, I dream, I think also no use!! Ppls are happily bliss with love and me, things happen everytime, I cried and cried and I got NOTHING!!

Did I loves é wrong guys? I decided to let go but I can't. Both, I tried to contact. 1 act blurr, 1 sibei guai lan. This was what I got!!

喜欢一个人有那么难吗?幸福在手里,我做了那么多,他们没看见。

哭哭哭哭哭哭哭哭哭哭。


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