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THE GIRL

Evelyn Lim 林心如
22nd September 1987
Single
Virgo
Friendster - eevelynn@singnet.com.sg
Msn - evelynlim-@hotmail.com

LOVES

MY PARENTS
My LOVES one
Happy Lucky
Princess Lassy
Cocoa-nut
MARSH-MALLOW
Taking photos
Dolling up
Slping


WISH

N96/N85
Change name to 林心如
Electone Grade 6 exam PASS!!
ORGANIST TEACHER!!
My house problems to be ok!
MY HEALTH TO BE ALRIGHT!!
BRING FAMILY MEMBERS TO OVERSEA!!
Class 3 Licence
Pomeranian
Shih Tzu
Dwarf Hamster
New wardrobe with mirror
LCD monitor
Scanner cum printer 3 in 1
Laptop
More Heels
G Clef Necklace With Diamond
New spec
Biz to start soon
Bangkok!!
Shanghai
Hokkaido
Taiwan
Hong Kong
O lvl PASS!
Music Theory Grade 5 PASS!
Piyo Piyo Stuffs
= )


HER FRIENDS

AilingAlieenAngelina
AppleAudreyAudrey Koh
ChristinaDesmondElson
Esther LimEsther Yew
GaynaHui YingIce
Irene AngJaniceJanson
Janson Jennifer Jerlynn
Jing TingJoan's BSJoan
Jocelyn TanJoyceJudy
Judy in TucsonJudy's Precious
Kai LengLinaLi QinMelody
NurrafidaQiu XinRahimah
SeleneShu BinSian Choo
StevenSutinTing Ting
Wan LingXiang JunXue Yi
Yuan YuanYT CornetsYTWO

OTHERS

Abblizzio Creation
American Express
Amore Fitness
Baiyoke
Calories Counter
Calories Table
Grand Diamond
Health Charts/Tables
Healthy Recipes
Hokkaido
Joanne
Langkawi
Learning About Calories
Liren Neo
Pathuwan Princess
SGFLEAMARKET
Shanghai
The Art Of Make Up
Starhub WebSMS
普陀山
新天地


TAGBOARD

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

This shall be e last time I msg u.

Talk to Irene now. I cried. HAIS!! So stupid!! Felt so stupid after I sent.

I wants to know e answer tat's all. Irene told me if he choose to act blurr or don't reply then give up. If u choose to act blurr, I will tell u wat I feel in my heart. If I decide to forget u, I would be thinking of u and wanting to msg u. If u r not using this num, then forget it.


Once n for all, I will forget u.


Why I like Jocelyn like tat!! = x Haiyo!! Irene said both of us fu chu de ai hen ta. E person we liked, we will put our whole heart into them.


Is hurt. Reply, don't reply, act blurr. I don't know.

Like Irene said, u r not my husband also. Nothing at all. Not even my bf

HAIS!! Make me bloody no mood to teach Taekwon-do later. DARN!! I can't even stop my crying. You understand how I feel!!

Why must u stay here!! WHY!! To make me cry. To make me miserable. To make me think of all e things. WHY!!

I swear is not a good thing to cry in e morning. My eyes will swollen when I cry. DARN!!


LOVES ♥ @ 10:11 AM


I should msg him to know everything and for myself. Just a msg. If u choose to act blurr, I will choose to give up.


I WAS DARN BLOODY FARKING PISSED OFF!! WAITING FOR THIS IDIOT CALL JANICE POH XIULI!! DARN U!! FROM 1900, I WAIT TILL 2300. I HAVEN'T EVEN HAVE MY DINNER COS I'M WAITING N WAITING. BLOODY FARK! YOU THINK OF URSELF ONLY. OH YA!! YOU THINK OF URSELF AND UR BF ONLY. I CALLED HER OVER 10+ TIMES. SHE DON'T WANT TO PICK UP. GUESS WAT SHE SAID, COS NOISY. YA!! NOISY!! LAST TIME TALK TO ME THROUGH PHONE WAS NOISY BUT U STILL TALK TO ME!! U CHANGE MEANS CHANGE!! RIGHT INFRONT OF BF, DON'T WANT TO PICK UP MY CALL. COFFEESHOP WILL NOISY TILL WHERE!!
LIKE I SAID, GOT PROBLEMS FIND ME, NO PROBLEM BF FIRST. THANK YOU!! JOLLY WELL PAY BACK E FOUR HUNDRED DOLLARS!

YOU DON'T DESERVE TO BE MY FRIEND!! BF FIRST!!

KNNBCCB!! I WONDER IF PPL TREAT HER BACK E SAME WAY, HOW SHE FEEL. WHEN HER BESTIE GOT BF, AND HER BESTIE WILL TREAT HER LIKE EVERYTHING LIKE HOW SHE TREAT ME. SORRY FOR E EVILNESS. BUT SHE'S TOO MUCH!! WILL SHE GET HER REVENGE??

SHE SAID HER FRIEND CHANGE, SHE ALSO!! SAY PPL, THINK OF YOURSELF FIRST.

NOW I FINALLY SEE EVERYTHING. SHE DON'T WISH TO PICK UP MY CALLS AT ALL. FROM LAST TIME TILL NOW!! SHE WILL ALWAYS ASK CALL HER FOR WAT.

I HOPE SHE GET HURT ONE TIME AND REMEMBER TIS HURTNESS FOR LIFE!! FRIENDS ARE NOT FOR U TO BE MAKE USE.

WHEN PPL BREAKS WITH BF, PPL WILL THINK FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS THE BEST. BUT WHEN PPL WITH BF, PPL WILL THINK BF IS ALWAY THE BEST.



THANK YOU ALL E PPL FOR NOT REPLYING MY MSG. THANK YOU MAN!!


LOVES ♥ @ 12:11 AM


Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Finally I found this full version song.

Is on my imeem num 39. = )) Channel 8 2100 show last night.

Would You Be There

If I were blue
would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good
would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away
Would you be there...

if I am away
would you stil think of me
and wish that you could hold me now, ~hold me now~
and would you die for me
would you run with me
all the way

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be there...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be there..



I'm crying while listening to this song. HMM!! Is so touching, esp. e lyrics.

I dreamt of u. I think of you too much.

Again, I wanted to msg u, alot of questions stopping me. I can't put too much hope on ur reply. But if I msg, at least I msg u again. If u want to act blurr, nothing I can stop u. Maybe e question stopping me from msg u, is e ans u reply me. And on e other hand is myself. Best scenario n e worst scenario. I kept thinking of e worst. Hais.

I cannot lie but e truth is when u msg me, u make my day happy. You make me smile when I saw ur msg.


If there's a chance, will u take and give both of us one more chance? Will I give him e chance? You hurt me. All this years, is so hard for me to walk out of this hole. I don't wish to see u bringing girls home so I let myself to be busy and going home late. Taking lift with u and ur girl, is so painful. This scenario, I can't forget! Can you understand how hurt am I, HOW HURT!! Or I should say, is lucky tat I never see u taking e same lift as me. Through my sense, I can feel tat you have been hiding, an idiot can feel it too.

Staying below me, is to make me miserable? Think if you read tis, u will be happy. U make me very miserable.



Will you tell me e truth who r u when I msg u? Should I msg u? Should I!! I'm scare of e reply. Or u have a girl that u really loves now. Should I.


LOVES ♥ @ 5:54 PM


Monday, May 28, 2007

E weather is so bloody hot tat it gave me headache!! Just have a glass of orange juice. Mama squeeze for Bro and me. Something cold could help. ICE CREAM!! But I'm lazy to walk out of e house. E sun was liked hell!!

Thinking of getting a Macdonald meal at nite. HAA!! Order order!! See how lar.

I having muscle ache!! My left arm. ARGH!! PAIN PAIN!! Can't even put in straight.

Bloody sun.

I needs my purse~!!

If I goes Northpoint later. I will buy e Honey Aloe Vera. = DD

Evelyn lazy lazy.

I miss KTV!! Shall ask Saz soon!!

I miss Princess Lassy.

I miss Lassy boy.

I miss Baby Cocoa.

I miss Xiao Bai.

I miss e fierce cat.

I LOVES HAPPY LUCKY!! = )


LOVES ♥ @ 5:47 PM


Happy Lucky is more tired than me!! I woke up at 1400, he still haven't wake up. Till Mama went to carry him then he woke up.

27 May 2007

Actually don't want to slp de. But Cocoa saw me woke up, she don't want to slp. She kept scratchin me, then saw her eyes liked want to close ler but still tahan then I no choice. Brought e laptop to e floor then I lay on e bed. Then Cocoa slept, she slept beside me. Bet she is cold. Cos she had bath earlier on. Then she went to e study room with me. Then I very hot, I on till 22 degree. HAHA!! Poor Cocoa. She wanted to go out cos gave her e greenies I bought for Happy Lucky. She munchin on e bed, I used blanket to cover her. End up I set to 27. Felt better.

Till 0500am I can't tahan, switch on laptop and wanting to msg him. End up I fall aslp. Woke up at 0900+ to switch off e light and went toilet. Saw Broinlaw's Mum cookin. = DDWent back to slp, not very shiok cos temperature 27 only. If 18, WOO!! SHUANG!! Broinlaw wake me up at 1130, so late!! I still don't know!! He switch on e light. ARGH!!

Went to Sis's room. Slack at there. Broinlaw went to tapao. Sis wanted to follow but I wanted to bath lar. So she tot Broinlaw haven't go out. HAHA!! I went bath. Cocoa can't find me. Sis told me, I gave Lassy greenies then Cocoa ate e remainin part cos Lassy scratchin then Lassy angry, went to scratch Cocoa's back. HAA!! Ok.

Sis told me, Lassy will make Cocoa get scolding cos tat time Lassy shit outside. Broinlaw came back scold Cocoa. (cos everytime is Cocoa do wrong) Then saw e shit so big. Then he clean both of their backside. End up is Lassy one. WOO!! So mean. = x

Had chicken rice and popiah, prepared and went to Club Tessensohn. So bloody hot lar. Suddenly one group of ppl came and buy things. I sweat like hell. E previous account book lost. So have a new one. Then Zhi Xiong came n disturb me, asked me STA iron on e logo how much. I said 8 bucks. Then I see again. E account bk don't have!! He said 20 ma. He said if I said 8 bucks, he buy 20 pieces from me straight away. ARGH!! Then I looked at his gf, she also don't know happen to him.

My student came and find me. WOO!! = )) They did it ok. Then AMK CC, got one of e student kick and e partner fall down. Chen Dan worried for him, asked me will he failed anot. Jeff came n acc him. YEAH!! So liked was sayin abt my First Dan how long I got. Two , three years back. LONG ARH!! Nevermind. Broinlaw came brought e table into e hall. SO SHIOK!! Got aircon full blast!!

I went to eat. Saw Red Belt and Black Belt Grading. I wondered if I take Second Dan got ppl take with me anot. One girl goin for Third Dan took alone. OMGS!! OMF!!

End Grading, waited for e Instructors to have meeting. Went back with Broinlaw. I went up, asked Sis to change. She dragged till 1900+!! 1 hr +. Broinlaw asked me want to bring Lassy and Cocoa out anot. Or don't bring them. If bring either eat at coffeshop or go and find Papa. Then we went to East Coast Park. Walked up and down, had KENNY ROGER!! TWEE!! I LOVES IT!! Had e pork ribs and chicken. *Thumb up. and e fish, 5 side orders. SO FULL!! Gave Lassy n Cocoa ate rib. Cocoa ate till don't want to go. Somemore took her bone anot, she angry. No choice. We have to walk. Went walk walk. There got night market?? LOLS!! Both of e dog like no mood to walk. No energy to walk. Went to sit sit and went back. Walkin to e carpark. Cocoa can't walk already. She lay flat on e path way. -_____________-" Ya she very lazy one. Walk abit then will lay flat. So Broinlaw took over her chain from Sis and walk. She walked. But still lay again. I took over. I walked with Lassy n Cocoa. Broinlaw said I think I like Puppy walker. LOLS!!

Went to carpark, play with them. Cleaned Lassy. = )) Went petrol station, Cocoa sat came to e back and sat with me, she brought grass back. -______________-" Sent me home. Sis told me they goin oversea. Ask me wanna go along. At Thailand, near beach one. Don't know wat funny name lar. Ask me to pay everything myself cos Broinlaw got give me money then can save. Told her if go also go after my O. She said if I never do well, I cannot go. Nevermind lor. Cannot go cannot go. So sleepy!! Sis kept sayin want to exchange purse with me or she buy from me. -________-" She got two already still want mine. She saw alot of comparment. And mine is last piece also. Papa came back and said one chen yu, don't know wat. I don't understand, he said understand then next time will regret. Think he sayin we never acc him eat lar. Sat goin to eat with him. Bath out then Sis msg said I never take my purse back!! ARGH!! Everything with her.

Still so sleepy!!


LOVES ♥ @ 2:12 PM


Sunday, May 27, 2007

WOOO!! I'm so tired lar. Later is Sunday de Taekwon-do Grading.

Gonna bring Sis's laptop to there if not I will boring dao yao ming.

26 May 2007

Woke up, took bus to Sis's house. Went out to Kovan with Sis. Finding for Citibank but don't have. So went to eat chicken curry noodles. *thumb up. Went 7 eleven and went back. Prepared and went out, sent Broinlaw's mum to cut her hair then we headed to Geylang to take Fist Guard. Rushed down to Club Tessensohn. RUSH RUSH!!! I'm sitting there like a idiot!!

Watchin my students, WOO!! They did it man!! Pattern ok but sparring, they blurr again. Broinlaw told me is ok. 2 hrs of Grading. Then practice for e June stuff, President SR coming to see at BB CSC.

End, went to eat duck noodles with Broinlaw, Master, Master Albert and Zhi Chuan. E bandung cost 50 cents only!! SO CHEAP CAN!! Is nice!!

Went to Liang Seng at Katong. Broinlaw bought colour belts and planks. OMGS!!! Adidas short!! F!! I wants to buy!! E keychain hand mat is so cute!! And e sport bag. COOL!!!!!

Went back after tat, Sis dulan. Then I went up to put things, she went down. Then I wore short and run to take lift. Tat short make me look so ugly n fat. ARGH!! Went to AMK Hub, Broinlaw blurr!! Kept driving e wrong way.

Reached AMK Hub, carpark full. We went to AMK Hub first. Ok lar. So so nia. Nothing much to walk but Sis and me bought purse. I bought one and Sis bought two. Broinlaw said if he knew I would use e money, then he tml nite then give me. HAA! = x

Ok, bought durain!! Went ZTP, HONEY ALOE VERA!! Went Japan House to buy things. Went to Peace Centre. Sis actually wants TCC end up had Edo Sushi. OMF!! E CHAWANMUSHI ARH!! IS SO SOFT!! Left 2 cups!! Luckily us!! DARN NICE!! But e rice all tat sux!! E fried toufu, soft shall crab, Shisamo DARN NICE!! WOOO!! E rice not nice, e seaweed like paper like tis. Sux sux!! Fried things better.

Went back. SO FULL!! Sis wants to buy her magazine, driving round n round but don't have. Went US Pets, bought Greenies for Happy Lucky. Sis bought for Princess Lassy n Cocoa. Reached home clear shit. Thank to Cocoa. She shit everywhere even e wooden chair. Broinlaw have to mop e whole house. Thank god!! Her fur all kena shit. She have to bath.

Ate e durain!! Not really nice lar. Watch teebee, put all e fist guard in e box. Went bath.


Should I msg him??


Think now I don't need to slp. I'm not tired but awake already!! Jocelyn says want to acc till morning. If I don't slp, I have to tahan till nite then I can slp. = (( Bully me.


LOVES ♥ @ 2:47 AM


Saturday, May 26, 2007

Early in e morning cried. Not very nice.

Did we break or did we not?? Bcos of e thing and we did not contact each other. So tis is break or no? Non of us said break. = ((~

Can we go back?? Should I msg u? Are u using tat num? Msg ler, wat will happen?

Why u don't want to tell me who u r when u use other ppl num to msg me? WHY!! I've been waiting for you to say tat u r u. Not other ppl name. Nice to play ma?


Think hard now. Worth it? Worth, I will msg u.


I miss you so much till words can't describe.


LOVES ♥ @ 9:31 AM


I'm missing like tis person call Chicken Wing. Don't know why. Why arh, Evelyn!!

Jocelyn said, I loves Chick more than J. TRUE!!
I got an urge to msg him but don't dare.

25 May 2007

So met Jocelyn went Swensens n ate my Almond Crusted Lamb Lamb. = DD Went Cold Storage buy drinks and went to void deck to study study. Must clean e table first. HAA!! Study till 1700+. Went to my house. Chat chat. Bath and went out.

Reached Jurong then rushed. Taught White Belts. ANGRY ANGRY!! End at 2220. Went to coffeeshop to wait for Papa, had fishballs!! YUMMY!! Papa came then went home. Mama called me asked me where am I, she brought Happy Lucky do downstairs walk walk.

Papa told me tis mth hp bill almost $500. FIVE HUNDRED!! WOO!! Ok. Evelyn knows wat to do already!!


Tml 1200 must reach Sis's house. I'm goin to sleep soon lar. Today I taught till I wanted to fall aslp.



Chicken Wing. Chicken Wing. Chicken Wing. Chicken Wing. Chicken Wing. = DDDDD


LOVES ♥ @ 1:18 AM


Friday, May 25, 2007

Didn't have a good sleep. I went bed nearly 0330. Tossing here and there. Saw Happy Lucky taking out his car and play!! WA PANG!! I can't believe tat!! I put him on his favourite corner to slp then I slp and he played car. Aiya, he won't feel tired one. When I'm not at home, he can slp n slp n slp, don't care abt others, wait till I came home then he woke up. So on my mp3, after a few songs I fall aslp. 0400+ woke up!! Off e mp3. IRRIATING!!!

Then morning Mama asked me don't need to go sch isit. Continued slping. = x Woke up at 1100. Findin for Happy Lucky. He slpin beside my bed. So cute!! Carry him to my bed, he slept again. = DDD CUTE CUTE CUTE!!


On Wednesday night, I was eatin porridge. Happy Lucky look at me but I ignore. He went to find Mama and scratch her. Asked Mama to follow him to kitchen. Mama walked to kitchen and Happy Lucky look at me. Mama said he telling her tat I never give him food to eat. Like tis also can!! ARGH!! He looked at Mama then looked at me. Alert dog, jiao hua dog!! WOLF WOLF is like tis!! = x


Anyway, meeting Jocelyn at 1300. EATING SWENSEN!! ALMOND CRUSTED LAMB LAMB!!! WOOOOO~!!!!!


Oh yes. Yesterday Broinlaw's mum say I slim down abit. = ) Cannot be too happy first. Still got long way to slim down.


LOVES ♥ @ 11:32 AM


I just realised I blog for two hrs. *FAINT!!

Happy Lucky slept till so CUTE!! = )


LOVES ♥ @ 3:09 AM


= DD Evelyn don't know why feel so happy!!

I just put in e toys in e tray for Happy Lucky and HE went to bite out one by one now!! THANK U MAN!! I "loves" u SO MUCH!! YEAH!! He's busy patrollin e house now. = )

24 May 2007

Rot at home e whole day. Watch Wei Xiao Pasta!! So touchin!! I did e DIY curtains, I need another 5 packs to complete!! Maybe buy 6 packs for in case. I put e curtains on my door already. WOO!! NICE NICE!! Pink room, bright pink heart, white heart, light pink heart. WOOOOO!!!

I fall aslp when I watched Wei Xiao Pasta. = PP Then woke up n prepare. Broinlaw wants me to be there by 2000. Took cab to AMK CC, tie my hair and started e class. Add a few more hand techniques. So weird. = x Broinlaw came then taught one new White Belt. Then taught e three White Belts together. Then have kickin, I kena hit by e hand mat. Cos e teenager White Belt kick so hard. WOO!! Nevermind, then Broinlaw called me Ah Girl. *FAINT!! I never heard then all e students call Girl Girl. LOLS!!

End class, took cab back. Broinlaw said he used to it ler, kept callin me Ah Girl. HAHA!! Pass by AMK Hub, Broinlaw said Sat after Taekwon-do Grading, will bring Sis and me to AMK Hub. = DD YEAH YEAH!! So tomorrow won't stay at Sis's house. Saturday Taewkon-do Grading start at 1600+. So morning I can do wat I wants lar then afternoon took bus to Sis's house. Saturday night stay there then Sunday Grading will go at about 1200+.

Sis cooked maggie mee, I was so worried tat Sis will ask abt my exam mark. In e end she asked. = ((~ I anyhow bomb e mark. = x Say English pass only. Just pass. = x E rest failed. She said to me, you think I wants to nag u arh. If no exam, wo guan ni qu si. -________-" She say everybody care for me and I like tis. She said I must study, most important is TYS. She said Papa already said tis yr gonna be my last yr of studyin. She said just tahan tis few mths, after tat wo guan ni qu si. ARGH ARGH!!

After she scold me, I went to take out my calendar n count!! Then Broinlaw told me, I teach till September then stop. Asked me everyday must study. Really everyday. He said he last time also like tat. Hmm, after I got scolded then I will think. HAIS!!

Anyway left 21 wks to O LVL!! From Jocelyn's birthday 30 June left 17 wks. From my birthday 22 September left 1 mth!! OMGS!!! Is 4 wks!!

OKOK!! MY AIM IS TO PASS GCE O LVL!!

Sis and Broinlaw sent me back after tat. Saw Papa at e carpark. Went to find Papa. Then he say, teach Taekwon-do got wat use. -______________________________-" Cos in e evenin, he called and asked abt my car de stuff and ask me to find make up job during holiday. You think, I want then have arh. Like alot of ppl wants make up for events everyday. Nevermind. My sch gonna have practical on June lar. Fine fine. Car, next wk I go book.

He did said to Ah Guang tat, he wants me to get bcos, he still in tis world so he can teach me e driving skills. ARGH!! WHY MUST HE SAY IN TIS WORLD!! WHY WHY WHY!!

I LOVES PAPA AND MAMA!!

Ohh yes!! Tat day, Ah Guang asked me to study hard. Then I said Papa said tis yr is my last yr of my studyin then he sae where got parents don't want to let their children to study one. If I wants to study, they will let me de. Mouth say say only ma. Actually, Evelyn hor wants to study Multimedia Course de, but AH NO~!! Heart itchy!!

Tuesday I got e Yamaha leaflet. I saw e Electone Organ Stagea. This one is ppl who reach Grade 5 must get. Must get e latest Organ de. It cost $14850 for member and usual price is $16500. And e Multimedia Course tat I wants to study is $18k. If I really study next yr and I took my Electone Organ course back, I cfm goin for Grade 5 exam. And I needs to buy Stagea. $18k + $14850 = OMF!! + all my daily expenses. OMFFFFFF!! SO liked better no.

I just saw, Yamaha Electone Festival is on 24 June. HAIS!! EVELYN MISS TAT!! Actually my teacher wanted to send me to join tis, BUT!! Blame EVELYN!! Never go for class. So teacher dropped e idea. Playin on stage, I have to memorise 5 or 7 pages of repertoire. Without e paper on e Organ and played, with all e difficult notes. If I win among a few of e Organist, I can get to go oversea for competition with e oversea ppl!! HAIS!! I really miss!! Asia Electone Festival for tis yr is at BANGKOK!! OMF!! My skills going down e hill.

I feel like cryin now. HAIS!! SUPER DUPER SAD!! When I saw e leaflet and my Electone Organ. I go back, can Mr Tan still be my teacher?? Tis yr, I went back, they said Mr Tan schedule is full already. Can God help?? = ((~ After my O's I wanna go back. Being a Organist teacher is wat I want.

HAISS!!

Aiya, concentrate on my bloody O LEVEL FIRST!! DIE DIE ALSO WANT TAT CERT!! FOR MY ELECTONE ORGAN!! FOR MY ELECTONE ORGAN!!


I recieved letter from sch, regardin e Sci Practical. 4 June to 14 june. I got to go to ACS for practical. BLOODY PIG!! EVERYDAY!! 1100 - 1300 then 1400 - 1600
HAPPY LAR!! First practical lesson. Sec 3 and Sec 4A and 4B have to report at 0730!! AND ME IN Sec 4C report by 1000. WAHU!! WAHU!! Though we end late but nevermind. Don't need to wake up so early can ler.

Alright, talking to Jocelyn now. = DD Meeting her to study in e afternoon. Not goin sch though is last day of sch. THEN HOLIDAY!!


I REN!!! 21 WKS!! 149 DAYS!! 4 MTHS 27 DAYS!! TO O LVL!!


LOVES ♥ @ 1:43 AM


Wednesday, May 23, 2007

I got a kiss by e mosquito!! ARGH!!

Met Jocelyn and ate sushi. = )) Ate till 1800. Went to Kiddy Palace. I bought Piyo Piyo nail clipper!! = DD I LOVES PIYO PIYO SO MUCH!! I wanted to buy e milk bottle also!! Now I wants to buy e hanger also!! Anything regarding PIYO PIYO de, I cfm will buy. = DD My 2004 Birthday present should be one big Piyo Piyo bear bear, but e shop CLOSED DOWN!! HAIS!! I wants tat two big boy n girl bear bear. WHERE TO FIND!! = ((~ Yellow fat bird. = ))

Went John Little. Jocelyn bought e baby wipes. Yesterday Mama wanted to buy me a dress. I say no. I wants bra!! Then I say, e bra I want, she cfm won't buy de. So I likes Trumiph bra only, then I wants e T-shirt bra, Mama saw e price, she sae waa!! Then I say ya lor, told u liao. I buy for myself better. x DD Quality!!

Went Mini Toons and went to my house first. Took cab to her house. Tat uncle. LOLS!! So funny!! Sch called, Jocleyn helped me pick up. So liked they want a MC from me then say my POA attendance is zero. = x THEN We STUDY!! YEAH!! Do 9 question of maths lar!! HAHA!! Acc her to her bf house de blk, I took cab home. I said bye to Jocelyn, tat uncle say bye to her also. -_______-" Today e taxi driver, I took, seems so funny. HAHA!! I reached home, e bf haven't come down yet. *FAINT!!

Ate porridge, bath!!


I bought 4 packs of e DIY curtain. Gonna buy 5 more packs. = )) YEAH!!

Ok, I will do now and watch videos. PLS!! COM DON'T AUTO SHUT DOWN!! I wants to watch video.

Hmm, tml shall tidy my room.

PIYO PIYO!! = DDDDDDD


LOVES ♥ @ 11:59 PM


Woke up 45 mins ago?? = DD

Bro woke me up at 0300+, asked me to borrow him hp battery. Fall aslp after tat.

Mama bought two nasi lemak and two pack of char chap rice. -___________-" She forget she bought nasi lemak already.

Never went to Jocelyn's house. = x Later after sushi buffet then go her house.


I can't wait to get my Taekwon-do pay!! I wants to go shopping!! Been long long time tat I never put stock in my wardrobe!!

I loves Grading!! Cos after Grading, e following one wk can rest!! YEAH!! I shall spend more time on exercise!! I wanna go swimming again!! YEAH!! Anybody want to volunteer?? Swimming swimming!! Then I have to clear my room. SO MESSY!! My poor Electone Organ became my book shelf. LOLS!! Must clear must clear!! Then must clear my wardrobe. Will ask Papa for e wardrobe!! Or should ask Sis to design and let her sub cord do. From e floor to e ceiling. Cos normally outside sell is below e ceiling. If next time really move house, then HEE!! Don't need to waste money.

Wonder how long my monitor can survive!! = )) If change monitor. Everything will change. = )) Virus virus!! I wanted to buy Norton till now haven't buy!!

Gonna buy 1 GB or 10 GB de harddisk. Asked Sis helped me buy. = )) Will store all my photos inside!! Sis cannot tahan me, e com 60% are photos. She asked me take so many photos for wat. = DD Ni bu zhi dao ni de lao mei hen xi huan take photos ma.


I wonder JocelynTan fall aslp isit. = x

Papa called M1 for e latest phone for Nokia de. Told him e N95, he said so ma fan and big.
Told Sis tat day, Father's Day coming. I wants to buy hp for Papa. = DD Wanted to buy N95 for him, but he don't like. Now I needs to take atm card from him again, how to?? If I say I wants to buy present for him, he cfm will say don't need. Shall discuss with Bro n Sis very soon. = ))


Thinking of bringing Happy Lucky for grooming. I don't dare to cut his nails lar. Black black de, if is white white like Cocoa I dare. Cocoa's nails got multicolour. HAHA!! Tat time I cut nails for him, he SCREAM!! HAHA!! Pai seh lar. Hmm, wait till September then groom?? I wants to see his fur is short or long de.

Thinking of trimmin my hair also. But cannot cannot. Now wanted so much then later cut ler, I regret. All I wants is LONG HAIR!! Should accept e fact tat, reach shoulder length, hair cfm curl de. Nevermind. I REN!! No rebondin for now. Rebond make my hair more more more more MORE flat!! My hair already darn flat when I haven't rebond. If I wants to style also very difficult!! Doing treatment my own, my hair looks so better!! I LOVES MY HAIR SO MUCH!! = DD I should dye erm, black abit?? Or brown. Just one colour will do now.

122 days to my BIRTHDAY!! = )) Should be a normal day for me on tat day. But is a Saturday. Oh well, see how. Normal day Normal day.

141 days to Happy Lucky One years old!! = DD Order cake cake for him!!

Sis told me tat Broinlaw said wants to celebrate Cocoa's One years old at Yishun!! YEAH YEAH!! 53 days. 7 wks more!! WAHU!!

February, March, July, August, September, October, November is our LIM's family members de birthday!!


OH YAR!! Today is Wednesday!! Broinlaw should be getting my Taekwon-do Uniform today!! HEE!! WOOOOO!!!

Alright. I shall msg Jocelyn again after tat, she should be fall aslpin lar. Now is 1330. Hmm, got 2 more hrs to SUSHI BUFFET!!

Menses cramp cramp. Not so jia liat. I can't stand e thing mixing in my stomach!!


Blog later~


LOVES ♥ @ 12:25 PM


22 May 2007

Met Qing Feng at swimming complex. I was lated. = x Stayed so near n still late. Then went to change, went big pool. I never swim. = x So many uncle, I shy. = x

SAW ONE SHUAI GE!! OMGS!! DROOL SIA!! I kept requestin for middle pool. End up is 1m nia. Reach my stomach, I was liked. Ae, last time not like tis de
I have grown taller. = DD HAHA!! Then went back big pool. I sat there. Luckily, I sat there. I went to shower, I come tat one.

Shower finished, went to eat. Ate till so full!! Packed western food for Bro. Acc Qing Feng to e bus stop and I walked back.

Went back, Bro paid me back e money. Lay on my bed, thinkin of somebody. He really cares alot for me. Think till cry, and fall aslp. Then Mama woke me up, asked me wanna go pray anot. Wanted to go, don't want to go. In e end forced myself to go. Change and went out. Told Mama I wanna took cab. = DD

Went AMK to fetch Xiao Gu then went Lorong Ah Soo. Shan Cai Ye asked me used to my name anot. Told him I liked it. = DD WO JIAO LIN XIN RU!! I have to respect my parents. Okok, CONTROL TEMPER!!

He gave me chocolate to eat. = DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!

Went downstair to eat, they were talkin abt Shanghai. NEXT YR NEXT YR!! WEE!!

Took bus back to Yishun. Lotterin at Northpoint. Bought Lucky stars, bought hearts thing thing to do a curtain. = DD Took bus with Mama to Chong Pang, met Irene, Jocelyn and Joey to eat. Jocelyn and Joey went back. Mama, Irene and me walked back. Went to e Spectacles shop, tat time order then never take, Mama pay for me. My Taekwon-do pay, must give Mama 100 bucks!! Then went to take letter. SAW YAMAHA LEAFLET!! I was told Mama and Irene, I missed Yamaha. = ((~ So badly badly!! Irene show us e video, one guy got 20 strokes of cane. WA LAO!! E third stroke, e butt flesh open. SO DISGUSTING!! Can hear e ppl cannot tahan. 20 strokes of cane straight away. HAIS!! Uncle came then acc Irene to downstairs, let Happy Lucky walked himself at 11 storey. from e center run to extreme right, I shouted at him, he still don't care. Then walked at stairs, still want to run away. HELL!! Then have to walk to e extreme left to reach home. ARGH!! How angry I am!!

Told Mama. I told Happy Lucky, no gai gai next time!! Papa blamed me, say I let him walk. Told him reached 11 storey let him walk himself ma.


Ok. Evelyn not goin sch later. Goin to Jocelyn's house to study!! WE MUST WORK HARD FOR OUR GCE O LVL!! CANNNOT LET PARENTS DOWN!! JIA YOU JIA YOU!!
THEN EAT E SUSHI BUFFET!! HEEHEE!! HEEHEE!!


LOVES ♥ @ 1:38 AM


Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Blog finish, I shall slp. Happy Lucky more tired than me. -_______-" I got to wake up at 0800 later. Meetin Qing Feng for swimmin. = DD

My com was down few days back then now ok again. HELL!! But soon or later. HAHA!! Mama watched tv den saw tis advertisement got tis small laptop, she asked me to buy laptop, YA!! I ALSO WANTED IT SO MUCH!!

19 May 2007

Reach BB CSC early. = )) Jeff didn't come. Broinlaw lated for 20 mins, I started e class. Kept on draggin n draggin. He reached then took over, I taught e White Belt. No more lesson for them on Sat. Tis comin Sat is Civil Service Club's Taekwon-do students Grading. Taught till I wanted to go mad!! Broinlaw also mad!!

Broinlaw last min said, Jonathon n Jovan can't join e Grading cos they play too much n forget all e things in like 15 mins?? Broinlaw said must let them have e taste of it tat they can't go for Grading then they will scare.

Taught till quite late, taught Sarah n Hana. E Father stand there n look. He memorise it also. Broinlaw asked me Saturday I wants to go for e Grading anot. Don't know want to sell e bks on tat day or wat. Told him tat last Grading he told me got ppl wants to buy things ma. So he gave me two choices. One, I sell e uniforms all tat. Two, assist in e Taekwon-do Grading. I got a shock k. Asked me assist in Taekwon-do Grading. E stall will ask his mother to take care. I will have to wear Taekwon-do pant and run two places. Fall in e BB de student n warm them up n asked them do pattern in case they forget. Then go back to e stall. Hmm. Thinkin e indian student have to do sparring with who, told Broinlaw to use e Green Belt's ger student. = DD Initally he wanted to use me. -_______-"

Broinlaw say Victor fracture his hand. Cos he do many times on e plank with knife hand strike. Must start to drink Anlene. HAHA!! Broinlaw drinkin now. So liked he
sent me to e canal there and he went to Changi CSC. Then walked to Sis's house. Cocoa barked but I never make any sound. Sis said she smell it already. HAHA!! Fat Pig Cocoa!! Helped Sis then went downstair and buy popiah n tibits n drinks.

Sis cooked bee hoon and alot of vegetables with lemon juice. = DD and soup!! Ate finished, reached Yishun at 2345 den brought Princess Lassy n Cocoa up. Went to Yishun 10 n watched movie. Watched Blade Of Glory at 1200. Bought Ben and Jerry and Nachos!! DARN FUNNY!! HAHA!! End around 0200?? Went back, no keys. Wake Papa up and open e door.

20 May 2007

Never went to help Papa. Rottin at home. Doing accessories. = DD Sis came at 1600. Sis cooked fried rice. AND I !! HAVE TO BATH THREE DOGS!! 3!! THREE!! HELL!! Is not an easy task!! Told Sis, come here n waste e shampoo, I bought small bottle only. She say she will pay. I hope so. Mother's Day present e $ she can't give me now. ARGH!! Nevermind.

Comb Princess Lassy for like 30 mins then can go bath. Cocoa quite fast. Happy Lucky dun need to comb. Bath Princess Lassy quite long. Cocoa was fidgetin NON STOP!! My shirt was wet bcos of her. She will out of suddenly stood up and put her paws on my arms. THANK YOU ARH!! Happy Lucky. HAHA!! Darn funny. I'm like bathin a frog!! He's still quite scare to bathin. Yeah!! But after tat he was so happy, rubbin at me non stop. But he shit at e doorway. ARGH!! Blow them dry. Happy Lucky still scared so let him off.

Ate e 2 plates fried rice, so hungry!! Cos from mornin till nite I haven't ate anything. HAHA!! Sis went home after tat.

21 May 2007

I dreamt of him again. -_________________________________-" WHY LAR!! PIG!! Thinkin of my ex and I dreamt of J. WHY !! IDIOT!!

I never went sch. But I woke up n bath, went Mac at 1000+ to rot. I tot I saw someone else, I see wrong. = ) Waiting for Darling Aidah. I waited till 1200!! She never came. Think she slp after she came home at 0730. Went walked walked myself. John Little, Popular, Mini Toons, Watsons. = DD Went back home. So liked I guessed correctly. Darling Aidah slept lar. HAHA!! Meetin me after she do finished housechores but in e end cancel.

I was doin accessories again. = DD Mama asked me to acc her to Papa's office. Brought Happy Lucky along. Took cab to Causeway Point then I went SK to make e ring bigger lar. WA PANG!! At first e ppl told me don't need to pay $ for e enlargement. But tat guy told me e ring tat Mama wore was thrice bigger than e ring I bought. Have to pay 40 bucks. ARGH!! 2 wks later then can get.

Hurry up then went to find Mama. Just nice Papa reached. Went to office. Help to count e coins. Papa went to deliver eggs. Count till halfway, ten trays of eggs DROPPED!! WA PANG!! Imagine 300 eggs dropped on e floor. E top 2 trays were kena smashed. Then e rest, some of it can use. Papa came back, he looked at me. = x Nevermind, he never say anything. Happy Lucky played with Lassy Boy. And tat noisy yellow bird!! Tat noisy yellow bird tot I'm his mother. I gave him food, it opened his mouth. KAOS!!

Went out to eat. Mama blamed Happy Lucky cos we took cab to Causeway Point for 6 bucks and reached office, put Happy Lucky at one side, he kept makin noise and she do e eggs for 10 yrs+ first time dropped e eggs and were so much!!

Ate Curry Fish Head. = )) And Fish Soup. HAHA!! Fish fish!! Then Ah Guang called Papa. Said he comin, asked Papa take Corden Blue and Martell out. -______-" Papa said if he come, he will go his office take. Tat coffeeshop owner told Papa, his fwen came already. is Ah Guang. HAHA!!

Again DRINK!! Talkin abt Bro lar. Bro goin to meet up with tis girl lar. Malaysian girl, Ah Guang suan Bro, he cfm won't like it. In e end Bro said, meet up!! Alright. They meetin on Sunday. Hope Bro will like tat girl!! Find one Da Sao for me!! = DD Ah Guang asked Papa to tell Bro, when chances appear, treasure it. Don't say don't like then don't want.

Ah Guang asked me don't stick with Papa so close. Cause when I get married tat day, I will cry. Yaya!! Evelyn won't get marry lar. Ah Guang told me how he stead with Rachel. Went Causeway Point for movie, he parked his car at 6 floor. Then walked down e staircase, he held Rachel's hand. Rachel stopped and pointed at e hands and asked wat does tis mean. He said, ohh cos very high scared u fall down. LOLS!! Ah Guang said not all e guys will do it. He said himself thick face. But loving leh!!

Ah Guang don't let Rachel to drive now, even though he drink alcohol cos Rachel already 6 mth pregnancy and big ler. *Thumb up!! Ah Guang said if his daughter rude to Rachel next time, he cfm slap her cos Rachel kept vomittin when she pregnant. He see ler also heart pain.

Mama zhen wei da!!

Papa was drunk lar!! Then Ah Guang asked us want us to send us back anot. Then Papa slept at office. He came out from toilet, still left 1 glass. I said don't drink lar. Hell!! So pissed off, I said everyday drink drink drink. Only think of himself. He drove back then speed with one concrete de vehicle. Tat person drove till out of lane, Papa said he drunk he still can drive. I say yar!! He don't feel scared cos he is not e ppl sittin on e passenger seat.

Papa bathed then we went home. He drive slowly. 100km/h. Glad glad but reached Yishun. WA PANG!! Challenge with another car again. Nevermind. Took e same lift with e EnYouth ppl, ARGH!! They saw Happy Lucky. Said he very cute and his fur very soft. Nvm. E guy tat I know de, his bro don't dare to look at me or he action. WATEVER!!


KK. Now left 2 mins to 0300. I shall slp!! = DD

My PMS comin soon. Pimples poppin out. PLS PLS!! I wants to go swimmin!! Goin to find pray in e afternoon. = DD Maybe meetin Darling Aidah after tat.


LOVES ♥ @ 1:40 AM


Saturday, May 19, 2007

Suddenly I felt like crying. Why? Maybe I'm feeling sad. =)

Anyway, just had my brunch. Very full.

This few days, off my phone before I slept. = )) Woke up in e middle of e nite, don't need to see e light. Don't need to worry alot of things. Don't need to wake up by calls or msg. = DD

Dreamt of goin to buy contact with Papa. -______-" Went Giant n bought e Ginseng wat wat. So err. Yeah dream.

Got Taekwon-do later. Must reach early.


Why when I wanna forget I saw ur photos. HELL!!


LOVES ♥ @ 12:56 PM


Long await videos. = x

Since February. From small Happy Lucky to fat Happy Lucky.

Barking.


Barking at crab.


Cocoa n Happy Lucky playin ball.


Fightin non stop.






Hungry Cocoa.


Sweet sweet Princess!!


= DD CUTE CUTE!!


Munchin bread.


Happy Lucky bathing and Fat Pig can't get her ball.


Fighting again.




Happy Lucky walkin at factory.


Erm, playin with bird. HAHA!!


He can't find me. -_________-"


His LOVES!!


Ms Oink Oink.


Pampers girl.


CUTE CUTE!!


Lonely Happy Lucky.


Playin with rope.


Photos will blog in e morning?? Now is 0230. Wanted to watch Wei Xiao Pasta but I'm very slpy. I wanna slp. Oyasuminasai!!


LOVES ♥ @ 2:11 AM


HEE!! Put all my favourite songs in my blog already. Got auto-shuffle so don't worry that u will always hear e same song when u read my blog. Listen e Canon In D Major!! ROX!! And e Rock version. Why Canon In D Major no sea version one. = ((~

Anyway, enjoy ur listenin. = DD Then won't make ur bored. Like English Songs more than Chinese Songs. HAHA!! = x I loves Sentimental songs n Instrumental songs. = DD YEAH YEAH!! More Instrumental songs coming.

18 May 2007

I dreamt in e mornin, forget some. Abt food or human. Dreamt Papa taught us how to eat together. -________-" HAHA!!

Waited for Irene to clean her stall then went up, waited for her and went Tiong Bahru. Ate Sakae Sushi. When we are hungry we will order like mad, end up have to force ourself to eat. E ppl sae waste e food will charge us. Clever me went to pay first. Hide e rice under e plate. = DD = PP I know we very bad but HAHA!! Irene took e pea n put in e mayo. HAHA!! Darn funny!! Then put to rice into e noodles soup. I put e takoyaki on e Chawanmushi things. = PP

Told Irene I went to toilet first, waited for her at downstairs. HAHA!! = PP Luckily we paid. Irene told me, e ppl there kept lookin at us. DON'T CARE!! I got pay $ wat!!

Got e Food expo, bought e candy something something for Papa. From China one. Irene bought muffins. I went Watsons. Bought my Shampoo already. Standin there n starin at e bloody shampoo for so long. Don't know which to choose. Citrus Lift smell EEE!! Try e SPA one. E smell not strong enough. KEKE!! Bought treatment hair for Sis n me.

Went to Irene's house. Played with Cookie. She bite my hair, bite my pant, bark at me. Naughty girl!! She's gettin rounder n rounder. HAHA!! Went off at 2000. Luckily don't need to wait very long for e bus. = ))

Took train from Redhill, reached Jurong East walked like mad. Sweat sweat. Warm up myself and taught White Belts. = )) More on sparrin today. After tat Black Belt students had trainin. Learnt stick self defence!! WOO!! Fun fun!! I'm jumpin like a frog. HAHA!! = x

End at 2220. Called Papa, he's goin to reach. Broinlaw sent me to e old trainin place. Master told me, I must learnt how to teach. ARGH!! Openin alot of new classes soon. = )) Tampines, Primary Sch or Secondary Sch(not sure abt tis) n RC. Broinlaw told me last time they taught at Tampines area, e ppls are lazy. Tat time went Tampines with Broinlaw, he asked me to see how they walk. AR HA!! End up close e class down. Papa said next wk holiday hor. = DD


I think sch called me and my friends till tired. = x See e email tat sch sent. So many ppl absent from Sec 2 to Sec 4. Every class. Like got 10 each?


Blogger now will autosaved our post. *THUMB UP!! VERY GOOD!!


Ok, thinkin wat to do now.


LOVES ♥ @ 1:31 AM


Friday, May 18, 2007

On my way to Irene's house. OMF! Just saw one Merecedes sport car!! = DD Must go take my TTT. Saw Mercedes sport car then got é motivation to take theory. -_____-"

I never went sch. Papa ask me when I was still slpin, holiday liao arh, I say no. Then he sae then don't need to go sch arh. I said 1030 then go. Mama naggin also. End up I never go. HELL!

Later goin to eat sushi with Irene. I blanja.

Broinlaw told me, he will be getting my Taekwon-do top on next Wednesday!! = DD *WEE!! HAPPY HAPPY!! He asked when is my holiday, I saw 1st of June. Irene told me is next fri. HAHA! Blurr me.

Think Happy Lucky angry with me now. He saw I bath, he waited outside for me. He bited his chain to let me see. I said no then he kept followin wherever I walk, bite my pant!! Kena my leg also. Hmm, I went out, he gave tat sad face, never come and find me. Told him Sunday, I bring him go out. Or tomorrow bring him go downstairs walk walk.


LOVES ♥ @ 12:14 PM


Blogger got problem again. HELL!! Like worst than e previous one.

Happy Lucky playin with his car now. -_________-" I pity e cars. Got tyre bite till no tyre.

See his reaction, ahh so cute!!

17 May 2007

Never went sch, as usual, slp n slp. Heard from alot of ppl tat, my blk n e rest of e 3 blk gonna be demolish. And build interchange n blah blah blah. Hear only. Government also haven't say yet. So I asked Mama, if demolish then we stay at where sia?? She says Bungalow. AH HAA!! I was smiling wide wide. I also wants. Will Papa buy?? Tat time never buy, then if tis time our blk really demolish, will he buy bungalow?? Hmm. Nevermind. Sway sway tis four blk must demolish, then e rest don't need. HELL!! E blk beside me, upgradin new lifts now. Then e four blks tat includin my blk, don't have!! ARGH!!

If really demolish, maybe Cousin won't stay opposite us. Unless, Papa n Susu wants to stay together. = DD

I told Sis, then she said if really have to move out then we must stay near her. Stay beside her. -__________-" Or upstairs. HAHA!! VERY FUNNY!! I told Mama, Mama said NO!!

Afternoon Mama asked, I tot u say today go sch. Then I said tomorrow lar. = x I don't feel like goin sch, but have to poke my bloody butt to sch lar. Or I don't attend e Cheena lesson in e mornin. KEKE!!

Evenin went for Taekwon-do. So many snails kena stepped. DISGUSTING!! Started e class. Taught e White Belts. Takin me for granted. ARGH!!

After class went to Sis's house. Around 2300 then ate. Had Bak Kut Teh, Sis 1st time cookin tat. Gave her 8/10. = )) Omelette and vegetables. So full!! Went back at 1230.

Sis wanted to acc me up, saw Papa at carpark. Waited for him. He passed me e photos. Make up Rachel de. I see my final piece on Rachel, = )) gave myself 6/10?? - e Eyelash and e blusher too light. Hmm. Loves to see e final on e person face. You Man Zhu Gan. Tat photographer really took alot of photos of me, close up, far, lighting. Alot!! No wonder Ah Guang said really took alot of photos.

I know wat I should do now. = )) After O, I shall do my make up make up, gonna build up everything. Who wants to be my guniea pig?? Let me draw everyday. KEKE!! Needs to do learn e hairstyle again. Yeah. My own. Hairstylin still abit sux. Make up ok.

Will be teachin Jennifer make up next wk. FOC. Dumb me rite. Jennifer don't get angry by tis. I speak too fast.

Make up things tat are use, have to replenish. Dumb dumb. One incident is enough. Too dumb to speak too fast.

Though are close with fwen but also cannot FOC, I'm spoilin e market. One is enough. If got 3 ppl and all 3 is FOC. Everytime come do basic, omgs!! My things will use up fast!! Aiya e most .....

If Papa and Mama knew it, omgs!! They will like nag nag nag.

I miss e alot of assignments times. I miss I miss!! With e TSMU girls. = ((~ We can't go back. I miss e time we learnt in sch, though I'm very quiet (HAHA) but still miss miss!!

I will talk much when I'm really close with e ppl. Don't know why. My character.


Shall slp soon. = ))


LOVES ♥ @ 1:38 AM


Thursday, May 17, 2007

I woke up at around 1100. Nisa msged me whether I got go sch. = x

Ms Jennifer arh, wat I wants to said I already said. Nothing can stop love de. NOTHING! Tat's why few days back I asked u, wat if Vincent likes u. I as a pang guan ce, I already said he likes u ler. But u said cfm no. And u fall for him. PPL SAY NO DE, IS CONFIRM CONFIRM CONFIRM WILL FALL IN LOVES DE.


I feels like goin Swensens' n eat alone. Cravin for tat Almond Crust Lamb Lamb.


LOVES ♥ @ 11:04 AM


With this timing, Evelyn cfm won't go sch tomorrow. = PP

I'm very slpy.

16 May 2007

Morning had a dreamt, dreamt of driving a big lorry n challenge with another lorry. Wa pang was like MAD!!

Second I dreamt of him, -________-" want to go bookshop but he don't want to acc me so I walked off. Angry with him.

ALL RUBBISH!!

Same as Tuesday. Slpin n slpin n slpin n slpin n slpin.

Broinlaw msged me in e afternoon, asked me to go n helped.

Evening, took lift saw Audrey, I don't know why. I act blurred and gave tat buay song face. Don't ask me why. Ppl knows my temper is so that bad, unless ur don't really know me well. A little bit of things, I also cannot de.

Took cab to there. Stupid uncle, asked me how to go. I so long never go Rivervale there ler. Found e place lar. Went to change n join in. E White Belt never come. *FAINT!! Waste my trip and $. Taught e Yellow-Green Belt students.

I taught one student cos he's still weak, Broinlaw handled e rest. So liked Stanley hit Ryan's lip. Got blood. Broinlaw asked me to bring him to e toilet to wash. A little of e lip flesh came out, got blood clog. So pity. I used tissue to stop e blood. Went to find Broinlaw, don't know e milk tooth got kena anot. Like chip off a little. Ryan said haven't grow new one. Hmm. Stanley's mother came down. Broinlaw told e mother, if he continued like tis, he will be ask him to leave, same as e small bro. They were e only two tat were notorious one.

Hope Ryan will recover soon. = )) He kept makin tat pain sound. But he never cry. = DD So brave!! Recover!!

Broinlaw was searchin for his t shirt, search n search. Don't have. Broinlaw saw in on e floor. HAHA!! And before tat, it rain heavily. When both of us were teachin tat time, we saw tat shirt on e floor but we tot is a cat so we ignore. HAHA!! He threw away e shirt. He don't have shirt to wear, tot he will wear Taekwon-do top n goes back. But no. Asked me to go upstairs n take one shirt for him.

Sis cooked bee hoon n my favourite pepper pepper soup soup. Then went to Prime market, Princess Lassy, Baby Cocoa and me waitin in e car. Saw them slept till so shuang, I also nearly fall aslp. Drove me back to Yishun.

They came up, Papa reached home then played with them. Papa sayin me abt e theory again. Alright next wk go study. When Sis wants to go home, Papa kept whistling. HAHA!! Then Princess Lassy n Cocoa kept turnin back. They don't want to go home. Sis buay tahan. Then Broinlaw carried Cocoa and Broinlaw told Princess if she wants to stay here then let her stay. Cocoa cannot stay cos no pampers. Don't want to see small puppies coming out. Princess don't want to go off, but Sis asked her to walk out herself.


Cocoa haven't reach 1 yrs old. Happy Lucky also. Don't wish to see them mate though Happy Lucky were liked high. YAYA!! After Cocoa left, he kept smellin e whole house. Must wear pampers for Happy Lucky but cannot cover e private part.

Wants to sterilise him but feel very bad. He was born with e thing thing and now if I sterilise him, very bad. Might not be doin tat. Don't wish to see him suffer n cry. Later become tai jian. = x But he have to tahan something, I wants to put microchip in his neck. = DD


Cocoa reachin 1 yrs old in 2 mths time. 15 July. Happy Lucky reachin 1 yrs old in 5 mths time. 11 Oct. = DD Princess Lassy reach 9 yrs old?? in 6 mths. Happy Lucky never ate e strawberry dog cake before. Last yr Princess Lassy n Cocoa ate already. Tis yr ask Sis to order it again. = )) I also wants to eat. So yummy!!

Don't know Princess Lassy's date of birth on when, cos e person who sell it to my fwen lost e card. So Sis choose Princess Lassy's birthday on e day she got her licence.


LOVES LOVES MY MY WOLF WOLF DOG DOG !!

I will post videos n photos soon!!! = DD


LOVES ♥ @ 2:04 AM


Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Feel so peaceful. = )) Stayin at home. Slpin n slpin n slpin. Nobody disturb. No msn, no sms.

Got 1 msn msg, from Best Fwen. I woke up, my com hang. PIG!! Nvm.


GO AND STEAD WITH UR GUY, WAT FOR READ MY BLOG!!
YOUR WORDS CAN BE SEE ONLY, CANNOT BE TRUSTED AT ALL!!

Promises are meant to be BROKEN!! Like wat I say wat, got bf ignore lor. Got problems find me. No problems find bf. THANK YOU! Anyway ur bf can acc TWENTY FOUR HOURS WAT!! 24 HRS!! He can gave you wat YOU NEED! WAT YOU WANTS!!
I'M NOTHING TO YOU!

So don't need like say sorry in ur msn. I'm always e one who approach u first. ALWAYS!! Always say, aiya scare u angry ma. Tis is ur chen yi. I finally saw it. Other ppl won't like tis. Not even once from you. THANK YOU!! TOLD YOU ALREADY!! YOU HAVE CHANGED!!

Loves appear, bf more important than anyone.

SO DO I!!


Channel 8 2100 show, tat english song. So meaningful!! I nearly cry. -____________-"

Tml goin down to CWP for e SK ring and hmm, go walk walk?? Yeah. ALONE!

I shall do my mask n e nose mask. = DD



So freakin hate IRRITATING GUYS!! So like got tis lady in wholivesnearyou asked me tis, hi..interested to do freelance for guys?kinda like social escort..lol.

CHAO CHEE TOOT!! WAT'S SO FUNNY!! I'm doin freelance doesn't mean ... FARK U!
Guess wat I did, report user n block user. = ) Try me.



If my hp bill for tis mth went to $300 + again. I think I better do something. Cancel away my sms? Or I buy a Hi-card or I don't reply WHOEVER msg ME!!



Pissed off!! PISSED OFF!!

Go watch DVD.


LOVES ♥ @ 1:01 AM


Tuesday, May 15, 2007

So bloody nice to slp. But I dreamt. -_________-" Dreamt abt eatin Swensens' with my Primary Sch n Secondary Sch fwens. *FAINT!!

Actually ask Mama to go Crystal Jade and eat. She don't want. HMMPF!!

Drinkin my Honey Aloe Vera now. YUM YUM!! From fridge de. So SHUANG!!

14 May 2007

Met Darling Jennifer at Raffles walked to Amoy St. Had e Ramen, Tempura, Japanese Pizza and Strawberry Kisses. = DD Darn too full. Took a cab to HDB Hub. Went Macdonald n sat. Went Enterainment Centre for my Snow Ice. = DD YUM YUM!! Went back to HDB Hub, e first ppl I saw was him. Never look at him. I don't know why I react like tis again.

Took lift up, went toilet, went staircase n sat. Then, Jennifer's bf came, we went Macdonald. Ate den went up, no lesson today. *FAINT!

Slack, wanted to go home but somebody don't let me go home. Went Pet Lover's, bought snacks for Happy Lucky. Never saw him. Took cab with Jennifer and her bf. So weird ok. From Toa Payoh to Yishun den from Yishun to Jurong East. and Sittin in betw them.

Don't force me again.

Went back. Papa not comin back cause he headache, sick n he drunk lar. ARGH!! Pissed off.



Next time whenever I got problems, I won't tell anybody. Whether u r close or not close to me. E ppl I trust is still my Best Fwen. E only person. Tat's all. It will like spread to e whole world. And one more person. JOCELYN TAN!! = DD Cookie's Mummy.

I wants to go and buy shampoo but I'm lazy.


I don't have e mood to talk to anyone!! ANYONE!!


LOVES ♥ @ 12:15 PM


Monday, May 14, 2007

Why whenever I wants to give up, he appeared in my dreamt. @!$&*%&#@*(&$~!^#*(!&*%&!


LOVES ♥ @ 11:56 PM


I'm waitin for somebody to bath finish. Ms Jennifer Lim Xiu Li.

Ramen Ramen!! TWEE!! Later maybe goin to company.

Tuesday n Wednesday, I dun wanna go out!!



Ok, go out down.


LOVES ♥ @ 12:50 PM


Came back like 30 mins ago?? Ah Guang came and fetch us to Kranji. Sat with Rachel. Chit chat. = DD Then Ah Guang said we lesbian, keep takin photos.

Evelyn decided not to smk again. = )

Asked Mama looked another direction and gave her e SK paper bag, she still guessin wat den saw. HAHA!! WOO!! Then said Bro, Sis and me siao de. = P She said e roses enough ler. LULU!! Now is Mama can't wear e ring. = x Must go make it bigger abit.

= DD Talked to Rachel alot of things. Papa n Ah Guang talkin abt cars. Then said abt Papa in jail tat time. FARKIN BASTARD!! If I know who are you, I make sure I kick u till you die. I go in jail, I also don't mind. Kind of like sad lar. Tat one mth is so hurtful. Inside de life is not good at all!! I don't mind to help Papa to go in.
Anyway, let bygone be bygone. Papa ok ler then I'm ok. TAT FARKING BASTARD OR BITCH!! U WILL GET UR REVENGE BACK!!

Who hurt my Parents, I will curse n swear at you!! Papa and Mama I LOVES YOU!! Sorry for my Xiao Jie Pi Qi. I will try to kick out tis habit. = )) I MUST!!

Papa asked Ah Guang for e photos tat I helped Rachel make up de. HAHA!! Ah Guang buay song, Papa kept sayin him. HAHA!! Kiddin kiddin de.



Darling Jennifer told me, J went up stage. Talk abt his story. I heard Jennifer said tis, I wanted to cry. Nevermind. I wished to be there but fate. Fate don't want us to be together.


= DD Every flower and every petal got its meaning.

Pink roses and SK jewellery.

Mama de grand daughter and son. LOLS!!
Princess Lassy de most can see de. HAHA!!

You see e Happy Lucky.

Not bad not bad. = DD But Cocoa. HAHA!!



LOVES ♥ @ 1:15 AM


Sunday, May 13, 2007

HEY HEY! = DD



Aiya just now quarrel with Mama. Cause she said I keptin takin $. I angry then walked out and said, today is Mother Day, I wants to buy things for u ma.



I angry till I carried Happy Lucky with me and locked my room and cried. Cried like 2 hrs? Fall aslp.



Woke up recieved Jez and Jocelyn msg. Ate a few things. Thinkin want to ask Bro share. Then he shower out, I asked him. He said ok lor, add me inside. I went shower, msged Sis, went out and met Jocelyn. Went Causeway Point, ate Pastamania first, had é dessert, darn yummy!! Went GoldHeart, saw 1k+. Later Papa scold. Wait Bro also say me.



Find SK jewellery shop. Sis never reply me. Just nice I was at there then she called. é person asked for wat, asked me wants ear ring or bracelet or necklance. I said I wants ring. She shocked. Haha. Funny meh? Saw é heart shape diamond de, but é ring very thin. É salesgirl pass me é kang nia xin de flower with small diamond. Nice but diamond small. Called Bro and asked, he asked me where my money come from. Said from my bank, he tot I no money de. ARGH!



Went over other side, saw 3 diamond and 2 line in one row of diamond. Between heart shape and é 3 diamond and 2 line in one row, I have to choose one. É salesgirl wore on é rings. Choose é 3 diamond and 2 line. = DD 342 bucks for 18K. HAPPY HAPPY!! VERY HAPPY!! VERY VERY HAPPY!! Tot I type wrong password. keke!!



Went Fashion LAB den walked to Xpressflower. É ppl ignored us. Cannot blame, very busy tiein flowers. Jocelyn choosed blue roses. I choosed 6 pink roses.



Went Body Shop den Jocelyn went toilet. Woodland MRT's toilet darn smelly! Tot Sis got drive to Yishun but never cause tot of puttin é ring on Sis's car. Jocelyn went Orchard and I went home.



Reached house outside took out é roses, Happy Lucky heard I took key out then he bark. So I know Happy Lucky cfm smellin at é door there, open é door put things at é side, carried Happy Lucky, used his small paw to clench é flowers. Haha! Run to kitchen, Mama glance then turn away then she look, she said wah, so beautiful. = DD



Hide é ring first, luckily she never saw. Later go Kranji then gave it to her.



1st diamond Bro, 1 line of diamond Papa, 2nd diamond Sis, 1 line of diamond Papa, 3rd diamond Me and é ring ish Mama. = DD My 想象立very good hor!



Help Mama cut é abalone oyster just now, I cut till cannot见人. = x Shall go prepare. Princess Lassy, Cocoa Bean and their owner were here. Haha!



Blog when I'm back home! Think I really goin to sick. My body like hot de and my eyelid very pain. = ((


LOVES ♥ @ 7:43 PM


I got my ATM card!! = DD Kena woke up by Papa, he came my room n gave 60 bucks. then I looked on e table, I said I wants to buy things lar. Then he gave 20 bucks more. I needs e card, he said my card how can u use, need my signature. *FAINT!!

Then he walked out, I tossin here n there on my bed. Thinkin should I tell him I wants to buy ring. Then keep lookin at Mama goin to where, then asked Papa in livin room. He said I better don't any how use, he will check one. ARGH!! I how old liao. ARGH!! Then he search n search, not in his bag or pockets, he said in car. Then I think again, his car at office expect me to go office first? Then he ae nono, at lorry.

Waited for him, Happy Lucky went out his own, got piak by Papa. = x Papa asked why he go out. Bring him down also. Again Papa said, don't anyhow use. He will check. ARGH!!

Listenin to Canon in D Major now. I wants to cry sia. I miss my Electone Organ classes!! = ((~ I wants to play again.

Nevermind back to topic. NOW E PROBLEM IS!! AKU DON'T KNOW HOW TO USE E CARD!! Yes yes laugh all ur want. Tis is e first time I used ATM card but second time drawin $ out from my bank. For last yr Shanghai trip. Last yr was I went with Mama n queued up de. *FAINT!!


Findin for help!! Think Jocelyn still slpin. Should I ask Sis?? Hmm, help help!!

SK jewellery?? Soo Kee jewellery?? Gold Heart?? Tian Po??


I really miss my Electone Organ classes. = ((~ BLOODY GCE O LVL!! HURRY UP FINISH!!



DARN!! I'm goin to sick again.


LOVES ♥ @ 9:50 AM


Been like almost one mth never upload photos?? = x Got abit lazy to upload now. Ok. I shall post tml.


Wonder he slept already?? Feel like msgin him but hmm. He don't know who am I and I was rude to msg him and I got his num from Darling Jennifer and she got from Mr Ignious. HAIS!!






Very tired now, as u can see e time now is 0220. SLP SLP!! Oyasuminasai!! Everybody get a sweet dream!!


LOVES ♥ @ 2:17 AM


Ppl do change when they have bf. Got problems find me, no problems ignore me.



HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MY MAMA!! AND TO ALL E MOTHER IN E WORLD!! = DD

Asked Papa for my atm card just now, he IGNORE ME!! HELL!! I wanted to go n buy things for Mama tml. Must take from him!!

Feel like buyin jewellery for Mama and flower. On Friday, she was tellin me, she loves flower. YEAH!! So she say, Cold Storage there got sell purple, pink colours de. E hint very big hor!!

Was so hungry when I came back, Mama cooked maggie mee for me. = DD Den she carried Happy Lucky n act e voice say, jie jie ur fishball ok liao, go eat. HAHA!!

11 May 2007

I was darn bloody late to meet Darling Jennifer. Liked 30 mins? SORRY SORRY!! Went to e Enterainment Centre to eat Snow Ice. YUM YUM!! She can't finish or she don't like e taste of e Snow Ice. I helped her ate. HAHA!! Went Mac to eat my Macnuggets den slacked around. Walkin in n out of toilet. Went staircase n chit chat n take pic.

1500 went for e Emcom stuffs. I sat till my backpain pain!! Never saw him. = (( End at around 1830++. Went to Mac n eat Mcnuggets again. Went toilet den went to take cab. Dropped Darling at IMM n went to class. *HENG is like 2 turn n less than 1 min I will reach e blk there. I was so darn late!! Changed clothes n taught White Belts.

After class, waited for Papa to fetch me. Went to e old trainin place. Broinlaw, his father n me waited till pek chek. Like 45 mins lor. Then Broinlaw asked me to tell Papa, next time go e coffeeshop there n find us.

12 May 2007

Woke up, stupid com dun let me switch on, after one hr, I switched on. Can switched on. BLOODY HELL!! Then it shut down again. PIG!! Broinlaw said he at Woodland, he wanted to fetch me, I said no. Need to do something.

Broinlaw asked me to start e warm up but I was lated. PIG!! Then Jeff started it first. Today changed!! I taught Green Belts n Jeff taught White Belts. SO MUCH EASIER!! = x SOSOSO MUCH!! Except for e sparrin. I was blurred. HAHA!! E adults buay ta han me.

End class, went toilet to make up. Broinlaw drove me to mrt station n I took train down to YCK. I was lated again. = x SORRY SORRY!! Met Shirleen, Marry, Della and Joyce. Took bus to Judy's house.

Her daughter very cute!! HEHE!! Will peep peep de. CUTE CUTE!! How I wish Sis can hurry up den I can everytime play with baby. = x

Ate and talked n take photos. = DD Adeldyne came. Took photos again. Went back home at 2230. Asked Adeldyne to let me alight at e traffic light, took a cab back. = ))



Darling Jennifer told me, she saw Mr J at Zhong Cai's class. Hear nia. HAIS!! Tml still got Recognition Night, I can't go. = (( Only last yr, I went. I wished to see him. HUR HUR!!


LOVES ♥ @ 1:48 AM


Friday, May 11, 2007

baby, i know the story
i've seen the picture
it is written all over your face
tell me, whats the secret, that you've been hiding?
and who's gonna take my place?

i should have seen it coming, i should have read the sign,
anyway, i guess its over

course:
can't believe that i'm the fool again
i thought this love would never end
how was i to know?
you never told me
can't believe that i'm the fool again,
and i who thought you are my friend
how was i to know? you never told me

baby, you should've call me
when you were lonely
when you needed me to be there
sadly, you never gave me, too many chances
to show you how much i care
oooh i should have seen it coming, i should have read the sign
anyway, i guess its over

chorus:
can't believe that i'm the fool again,
i thought this love would never end,
how was i to know?
you never told me
can't believe that i'm the fool again,
and i who thought you are my friend,
how was i to know? you never told me.

about the pain and the tears... oooh...
if i could i would, turn back the time...

i should have seen it coming, i should have read the sign,
anyway, i guess its over

chorus:
can't believe that i'm the fool again
i thought this love would never end
how was i to know?
you never told me
can't believe that i'm the fool again
and i who thought you are my friend
how was i to know? you never told me

can't believe that i'm the fool again
i thought this love would never end
how was i to know?
you never told me
can't believe that i'm the fool again
and i who thought you are my friend
how was i to know? you never told me


LOVES ♥ @ 9:51 AM


I shall blog before I slp. Took a ball from Sis's house. Gave it to Happy Lucky. E sound from e ball tat he bited. HORRIBLE!! He can like don't need to slp liao. All his toys all over my room. Thank u.

10 May 2007

Took a cab to AMK CC just now. E Uncle don't know to go e other way. PIG!! Got two new students. After class call Sis, she told me, she at e door there. I tot she at home lor. -______-" Then I turned I saw her in e car. Wanted to go back but Sis asked me go her house. Act liked I never saw Cocoa, HAHA!! She pushed Lassy fall down. BAD RITE!! She climbed to e back herself. Waited for her to cook, 2 dished only. But got scallops and ebigo!! YUM YUM!! Played with Lassy and Cocoa. Sweet sweet girl. Then sent me back. They tot Papa back ler, in e end is Bro drive Papa's car back. Tml go Taekwon-do must bring e driller. WA PANG!!

Cocoa don't want to go home. HAHA!! = DD

Nvm. Tml maybe stayin at Sis's house, and maybe not. See how.

During June, goin to KELONG!! YEAH YEAH!! Shall call Kelong Uncle soon!! = )) I MISS HIM SO MUCH!! Go on Jocelyn's birthday. HAHA!! = x


Tml can buy my Honey Aloe Vera, Mcnugget n Snow Ice!! YEAH!!

Can I see him?? I MISS HIM!! = ((~ Evelyn wants to fang qi but hais. So difficult. I don't wish to wait and wait.


Ok, once again. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! = ))

I shall go catch my beauty slp, now a few days, my panda eyes are gettin worst n worst n worst. SO JIA LIAT!!

Oyasuminasai!~ I miss u.


LOVES ♥ @ 1:12 AM


Happy Birthday To You.


LOVES ♥ @ 12:01 AM


Thursday, May 10, 2007

PIG! I save another post in my phone, it don't let me open. Fark! I have to retype again!! My com already mad, just now let me switch on and now, it don't let me switch on. I blog through but forget to publish then gone again. ARGH!

Yesterday, woke up, eat, watch video, slept, talk and talked to Darling Jennifer at night. Hear her eat apple. -_______-"

She asked me Friday wants to go company for é Emcom update. Going with her but not with Jez. = x Friday was his birthday. Don't know he will go ma. So wat if he goes, is still é same. Feel like msgin to wish him Happy Birthday but ..... Nevermind, stop all ur rubbish dreaming!!!

135 more days to my 20th birthday. From digit 1 turn to 2. Old liao. Will I be happy? Will I be alone? Every year asked é same things. HAIS!

19 wks to my 20th birthday.

24 wks to é GCE 'O' Lvl exam. = ((

Evelyn miss her Honey Aloe Vera.

Friday goin to eat é Mcnuggets n Snow Ice with Darling Jennifer.

Next Monday going to eat Ramen Ramen with her also. = DD

Tuesday she told me, she blanja me eat Swensens' Earthquake and I blanja her Crystal Jade.
She says is everything. Ya!! I draw for u or I go and cut é pictures out for u.


Like I said, When LOVES appear, no matter what ur friends say, YOU will always think that what YOUR BF OR HUSBAND says are RIGHT!





I miss HIM!!!!! = ( I shouldn't think of him again!!

Shall go prepare, got Taekwon-do later.


LOVES ♥ @ 6:05 PM


Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Maybe u r just a passerby. But I do loves u.


LOVES ♥ @ 1:29 AM


Using hp to blog. My com hates me, don't to let me switch on. Reached hm at abt 1200am.

8 May 2007

Rot at hm to watch Corner With Love. Touching. Prepared n went out at 1800+, took train to Toa Payoh. Jennifer Darling also lated but I reached first. Went to Macdonald, n ate.

Jocelyn called. Girl, cheer up ya? Be strong. Always tink ur mum first. One ear in, one ear out. Wat he wants to say, let him say. No point arguin, at é end of é day is u angry n he happy. Worth? JIA YOU!!

2000+ went up to company. Walked pass his room but I never see. Jennifer told me, he inside. I'm like actin like é past! I don't dare to look again! Why! Maybe is fadin off ler. But why I care so much whether he's in anot!

Went toilet and waited for Jez, went lesson. Got tis guy keep turnin back then I wrote PIG! on é paper. = P

After lesson, never saw him already. Went Mac ate fries. Darling told me, he and me so got fate. When Jez and she came, he's not around. When I come, he appear. Is still é same, see see look look tat's all. She told me, he wore é short sleeve shirt. Should be very funny. Then went up and went down to find Mr Zhao Hui. Solvin é QnA. INTERESTING!!

But should I goes back now? Talked finish, went toilet then Jennifer and Jez walked with me to taxi stand. Jez shouted so loud cos she saw a rat. Actually tired one but once she shouted I was awake.

I miss u alot. Maybe I should really try to forget u. But can I? Feels like msgin him but worth it? He already said he don't like to make friends in tis manner. hais.

2 more days to ur birthday. I wish to say Happy Birthday to u. Hais. I can't. I needs him but .............

I should wish u all é best.





Hope my com will be ok tml.


LOVES ♥ @ 1:23 AM


Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Was angry with Happy Lucky. Pee on e kitchen floor instead of pee in e toilet. Now he gei siao play with his bear bear n walkin round my room. Sit down n look at me.

BORING!! My hp games I played finished.

Today goin company but is like something very weird. JUST WEIRD!! I don't know why!


LOVES ♥ @ 11:20 AM


No mood no mood.

6 May 2007

Was at home. Sis came back while I was slpin So Mama n Sis were carryin Cocoa up my bed, to wake me up. Den Mama said, different dog leh. Irene n Jocelyn came. Went to bought a Swensens' icecream cake for Mother's Day Advance Celebration.

Sis cooked e round round food, Mama cooked vegetables n soup. They went back and I went out. Drink till I super duper drunk. Stayed at ppl's house.

7 May 2007

Reached home abt 1600+. Then Irene came, talked talked. Jocelyn n Joey came. They went back, I went to pack food for Bro. My head was heavy n giddy, tink I drunk too much yesterdae.

HAIS!! TOTALLY MOODY!!

Happy Lucky makes me happy. = ))

3 more days to his birthday.

HAIS!! Is none of my biz also.

Sorry Jennifer Darling, never go company today.


GCE 'O' Lvl gonna push forward 1 wk earlier. Supposed to be 29 Oct now is 22 Oct. HAIS!!


LOVES ♥ @ 1:26 AM


Sunday, May 06, 2007

I'm like havin constipation lor!! WTF!!

From a cab back from Sis's house just now.

PISSED OFF!!

Now talkin to Jocelyn. We are in e same boat. ^5!!


I very hungry now. So hungry!!

Just saw, rite infront of me got 1 pack of wang wang. YUMMY!!

Was changin all my profiles things tat I joined. Or I should said, I did a new sign up lar. Everything changed!! HEE!! LIN XIN RU!!

Just now, Shan Cai Ye asked me got walked up n down stairs anot. HAA!! Then he said, if my bf wants me to be slim, then I should jia you. If my bf wants me to be plump, then continue eat till I more plump. Everybody laughs. = B So funny meh. HAHA!! I also laughed lar.

Asked me abt Papa. Yeah, he knews it. God is God. Then before he goes back, he asked me wants to eat chocolate anot. HAA!!

Maybe he knows tat I cried for e past few days. He talked to me abt some stuff then my tears in my eyes. At there REN!! But still can't. Hide behind Mama and wiped my tears, then tat why he asked me wants to eat anot?

I wanted to say but Mama n Gugus there. I also scared if I said, I will liked cry like mad.

Think he also knows I smk lar.

YAR!! He knows I never study for my exam. He said if I don't work hard, he pushed me from behind also no use. If I work hard then he will push me from behind and help.

I pass him e piano I bought for him!! Yeah!! He's happy, I'm happy too!! He said still got mic de. = DD

I wants to buy car next time!! = DD Mercedes SLK. HAHA!! I means buy for him lar. I wants e car but no $ lar.


Evelyn 林心如, wants to jian fei!! So like. I must climb up n down e stairs everyday. NO MATTER WAT!! But middle of e nite is nono!! JIA YOU JIA YOU!!


So LOVES LOVES MY CHI NAME!! Papa still don't know yet.

Shan Cai Ye said must choose e name I liked. Don't say, tml don't like den change. Though e Lin Shu Lan is good but still prefer e name I liked. = DD

So I told Irene after tat, she said good ma. Then ppl tot we sisters. LOLS!! She Lin Shu Xiang, I Lin Shu Lan. EEE!! = x

During June, will go with Irene to her lawyer there to change our names. Feel like addin my Christian name. = x Then e Lim Siew Hoon must change?? HAHA!! Tink better no. My Evelyn Evelyn!! Hmm!!

Anyway,
谢谢善财爷!!


I can't slp sia. Now is 0412. *FAINT!!

I'm thinkin of him. = ((

Monday goin company. = DD Should be lar. If no changes.


His birthday left FIVE MORE DAYS!! FIVE FIVE FIVE!! HAIYA!!


LOVES ♥ @ 3:41 AM


Saturday, May 05, 2007

At Sis's house now.

05 May 2007

I can't slp. Then Jocelyn msged me, told her she scared. LOLS!! I fall aslp after tat. Kept wakin up. Then Cocoa slpin ler, tink Broinlaw bring her in. Woke u at 0900+ off light n slept again.

Slept till like almost 1200. Then Sis came in. I still lay there then woke up. Warm up e currypuff n ate. Broinlaw woke up then he went to tapao. Then ate, slacked awhile n went for Taekwon-do.

Jeff started class then I taught e White Belts. End class, was lated. Went to fetch Janice Jie at control station then Broinlaw drove us to Lorong Ah Soo. Met Mama n Third Gugu there.

Find Shan Cai Ye. = )) I wanted to tell him e things but never. I nearly cried. = x So liked, I changed my chinese name already. No longer Lin Xiu Fen. Now is Lin Xin Ru. He gave me three choices, one is Lin Ru Jun, second is Lin Xin Ru, Third is Lin Shu Lan. Third one is good but I choose e second. = )) NICE NICE!!

Nice nice?? = PP

Then took a cab to Sis's house with Mama and Janice Jie. Later maybe go back then chit chat at downstairs with Janice Jie.


Go eat my porridge now~ Blog when I reached home.


LOVES ♥ @ 9:46 PM


Why when ppl stead, they got problems. When they don't have stead, also got problems. WHY!!

Hate ppl who break promises!!


I can't slp. I can't slp! I really can't slp!!


Hais. How can I stop thinkin of him!! HOW!!

When ppl got bf, they will drift apart. Bf are important to them. Don't say no. Evelyn went thru also.


I don't wish to see him. Runnin away n I don't want to face it. HAIS!!

Loves me then loves. Don't loves me then don't loves.

Evelyn is a failure in relationship. She won't have bf, she won't have a family.


Shall go play my hp games. Jennifer Darling slept ler. = ((~ She's down too. Cheer up, don't care abt Jez. Ignored her. Care for me more. = PP


LOVES ♥ @ 1:22 AM


Back back.

At Sis's house now. Went to eat just now. Hais. I wants my ZTP Honey Aloe Vera.

Tml reach Yishun go buy.

04 May 2007

Sis went to buy her "medicine", I went to buy my Old Chang Kee, headed back to Hougang. Slacked then went off to fetch Uncle n to Jurong. Broinlaw was tellin me now my shoutin all tat ok, just a few mistakes.

Started e class first. Like 2 wks never start class?? Nearly forget some of e things. Then Broinlaw took over, I taught e White Belts. E two new students never come. Ended class, had e Black Belt trainin. Trained Stick pattern, so weird. Then have e stick sparring?? Partner with Broinlaw. Scary scary.

Headed back to Hougang.

Sis said, want to go to Hougang Stadium. For e runnin machine, Treckmills?? Spell correct?? Don't know lar. She said if I wake up, I wake up her up. If she wake up, she wake me up.


I missed him so much. How? How? Meant to be or not meant to be?


A True Boyfriend Would Do This.

Sneak up behind her

- Grab her by the waist

- Tell her shes beautiful

- Tell her she has amazing eyes

- When your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend

- Say I loves you to her face not over the phone or myspace

- If shes sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay

- Kiss her on the forehead

- When you walk with her walk slowly.

- Tickle her even when she says stop

- Call her just to say I Love You.

- Don't be afraid to hold her hand in public.

- Dont say I love you forever Unless YOU MEAN IT@

- Hold her tightly and won't let her go.

-Call her at night to tell her that he wants to hug her to sleep.





Kiss on the stomach = I'm ready

Kiss on the Forehead = I hope we're together forever

Kiss on the Ear = You're my everything

Kiss on the Cheek = You look so cute.

Kiss on the Hand = I adore you

Kiss on the Neck = We belong together

Kiss on the Shoulder = I wants you

Kiss on the Lips = I loves you





What the gesture means

Holding Hands = We definitely like each other

Slap on the Ass = That's mine

Holding on tight = I don't want to let go

Looking into each other's Eyes = I just plain like you

Playing with Hair = Tell me you love me

Arms around the Waist = I likes you too much to let go

Laughing while Kissing = I am completely comfortable with you





Guys. Realize that the girl holding onto u.
is PERFECT in her own special way.

The way she laughs..
The way she sleeps..
The way she loves you..
The way she tries to please you.

Always remember that.

She can always get up and walk away,
getting someone else who can love her
more.

For all you know,
there is someone out there wooing her already,
but she is rejecting,
a maybe perfect love for her..

There might also be someone out there.
who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now,
fufill her every need and love her as much as she loves you.

Understand that.

Imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today.
and then you cheat on her by hugging
and kissing another gal.
and then you run back to her.
and u do the same.
but you see love in her eyes.
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?

She loves you not because you are
good looking,
have money,
buy her things,
make her parents happy,
or that you have a car.

She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say, everything you do.

Guys.
Cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you that way.
You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you, the least you can do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you.





I miss him. I miss him. Should I wait or should I not?


LOVES ♥ @ 12:33 AM


Friday, May 04, 2007

Hmm, Sis n Broinlaw reached Singapore at 1400+. Thanx god, she woke me up by sayin she comin back to fetch Princess Lassy n Cocoa.

Till now just came back. Ok. I wants my Honey Aloe Vera, anybody wants to buy for me??

Followin Sis they all now, can save my ez-link card $. = PP Tinkin wants to stay at Sis's house tonite. Hmm. Think think.


LOVES ♥ @ 5:58 PM


Janice Jie gonna have bf soon. = ) So liked I will be put aside. Why everybody got bf. WHY WHY WHY!!

I'm still a loner. HAIS!!


LOVES ♥ @ 1:45 PM


I will be alright. Don't worry abt me. Give me a few more days. I will smile again. Evelyn told herself before, no matter wat obstacles she went thru, she will face it n solve it.

If she wants to cry, let her cried. If she wants to be alone, let her be. If she is moody, try cheerin up her with her favourite things. She will feel better after tat. Thank u, esp Jennifer Darling. = ))

Why they born me out as as a Virgo? Virgo needs everything perfect. I was still slpin soundly in Mama's womb till e delivery date, and e doc have no choice have to operate me out. If I came out early, I'm still a Virgo. If I came out late, I'm still a Virgo! Was e last day of Virgo.

I will smile soon. A smile with sadness in e heart.

02 May 2007

Took a train to Toa Payoh. Went to Pet Lovers, bought tibits for them. Walk around, called Irene. Talk to her till I wanted to cry. Hais. She will help me tell Mama. Walked to e Shoppin Centre. Saw Snow Ice!! My favourite!! Since Jennifer n Jez haven't reach, so went to eat. Felt so shiok lar. Den they reached, asked them to wait for me at Macdonald. Ate finished, walked over.

Again I'm e extra. I wore black n both of them wore white. Tat time also like tat. They wore black, I wore orange. HAIS!!

Went company for lesson. Everybody thinks Network Marketin is a pyramid. So u tink, u workin in ur company, u r e workers, above workers are managers, den above is assistant all tat, den ish boss. Boss only got 1, den Assistant got a few, Managers got more, den u r e workerssssssssssss, isn't it tat u r workin in a pyramid also? Ur Boss earn more wat.

If our company is bluff ppl de, den how come can be venue at Toa Payoh HDB Hub? Put ur money in our company is better than u put ur money in e back. U get more earnin. = )

Never saw him. Took a cab back.

03 May 2007

Woke up with e swollen eyes. Was talkin to Darling Jenn in e middle of e nite, she heard me cried non stop only. Bet she got a shock?? Cryin till so jia liat. My face, nose, eyes were red.

Went to sch, had English Paper 2. I wrote e answer in e wrong format. Copy everything n I left with 15 mins. 3 questions never do. I do my summary. Only 100 words. Needs to write less than 150 words. HAIS!!

Went to 7 eleven, bought polar puff mini curry puff. Went to second floor toilet, walk now saw Ms Boh. She said long time no see, den said in hokkien, ta li gu gu. Asked me to come back for class after Mid Yr. I said ok.

Went to had Sci Paper 3, did a few questions. E first 30 mins n e last 30 mins of e exam, we cannot leave e hall. So 1135 cannot leave already but just nice 1135 I raised my hand. Teachers ignored me. So my Sec Sch teacher, walked over asked me finished isit. He asked me walked quietly from behind. = )) Said bye to him.

Went out, rainin cats n dogs. When I bring umbrella, it never rain. When I don't bring, it rain! E thunger n e lightin was so scary. So if I walked to Control station, cfm wet like hell. So waited for 171, waited very long. Saw e lighting, so scary, was liked rite infront of me nia. Board 171, freakin cold!! Kept fallin aslp.

I cried den reach Yishun. Went NP, bought sushi n dumpling. Went back home, saw Happy Lucky, my tears in my eyes. Walked in my room straight away, locked myself up. Ate my polar puff curry puff n sushi on my bed. yummy!! Played wif Princess n Cocoa n I fall aslp. Bath e three of them went I woke up. NIGHTMARE!!

Bath Princess, den put her in playpen, Den Cocoa den Happy Lucky. Bath Happy Lucky, den he sat till like frog. I laughed!! They brighten up my day!!

So I wanted to blow dry Happy Lucky, he scared n he ran away. Blow Princess dry n Happy Lucky saw e dryer's wire movin, he kept biting den I turned to him, he ran away.

Online awhile n slept. Wanted to tell Jennifer Darling something but I never. = x

04 May 2007

Getting married to dun knoe who. Like rich ppl. Den my name on e newspaper, my Parents dun knoe den e Ya Kun ppl went to tell him. RUBBISH!! Just a dreamt! Woke up, Princess heard my bells bells, she came over to my bed, wanted me to carry her up. Played with her n went to bath.

Was rainin when I reached Dhoby Ghaut. I got an umbrella in my bag but I lazy to take out. So walk in e rain. I was lated lar. So my Sec Sch teacher came over n marked my attendance n tis bloody hell teacher, said next time better don't be late. I wanted to say him back, today is e last day for exam for tis wk. I never say. Next wk only Wednesday have exam.

Havin Sci Paper 2. Anyhow do e question. Break den came back. For Sci Paper 3. I never do like e whole paper. Raised my hand n went home.

Walked up from 1st floor. = ))

Sis comin back soon. Princess Lassy n Baby Cocoa goin back. = ((




Since I don't dare to tell Darling Jennifer wat I wants to say yesterdae. I shall said here, I wants to go back company n fight. Tat's all. But I scare tat I break tat promise so I was tinkin want to say or dun want to say. Still needs time. = ))

Havin Taekwon-do tonite. = )) New students comin!! 3 wks n 2 days to Grading Day. Tat means after Grading Day, I will be free at nite for 1 wk!!

7 more days to his birthday. Is e feelin fadin?? Or I'm just scare to see him? I think too much, is bu ke nen de.

I shall catch my beauty slp now. I'm tired cos of e cryin session I had e past few days.

Can my wish come true??


LOVES ♥ @ 12:16 PM


Thursday, May 03, 2007

I wants to leave home. Feelin very very xin ku. Who understand. Went company just now. Mama tot I go out wif guys. Den she asked me, now am I workin or got bf. She said is she can't bear Bro n me, if not she will leave. She kept tahan Papa bcos of us if not she will leave.

I came back, Papa reached home den I asked Cocoa to come in cos I wants to tie her fur. Den I changed clothes also. Papa knocked on e door n asked why he come back den asked e dogs to go in.

WAT E HELL I DID WRONG!! WAT!! I REALLY FEEL LIKE LEAVIN HOME!! Is like all is my fault!! I can't bear Happy Lucky. If not I will leave. Can someone tell me wat to do. My heart really really really very pain. I don't feel like goin for exam tml.

WHY WHY!! WHY OTHERS FAMILY CAN BE SO HAPPILY!! And mine, SUX TOTALLY!! I HATE I HATE I HATE!! I feel like takin my atm card n leave home. WAT I DID WRONG!! WHY EVERYTHING ALSO BLAME ME!!

I felt terrible also!! House thing is like I know more than Bro n Sis. I HATE!!

WHY A FAMILY MUST BECOME LIKE TAT!! WHY!! I HATE TAT BITCH!! I HATE HER!! HOW I WISHED I CAN REPORT TO POLICE N SENT HER BACK TO MALAYSIA!


Why my family become like tis. WHY!! Why other ppl can be so happily. WHY!!


LOVES ♥ @ 12:25 AM