THE GIRL
Evelyn Lim 林心如
22nd September 1987
Single
Virgo
Friendster - eevelynn@singnet.com.sg
Msn - evelynlim-@hotmail.com
LOVES
MY PARENTS
My LOVES one
Happy Lucky
Princess Lassy
Cocoa-nut
MARSH-MALLOW
Taking photos
Dolling up
Slping
WISH
N96/N85
Change name to 林心如
Electone Grade 6 exam PASS!!
ORGANIST TEACHER!!
My house problems to be ok!
MY HEALTH TO BE ALRIGHT!!
BRING FAMILY MEMBERS TO OVERSEA!!
Class 3 Licence
Pomeranian
Shih Tzu
Dwarf Hamster
New wardrobe with mirror
LCD monitor
Scanner cum printer 3 in 1
Laptop
More Heels
G Clef Necklace With Diamond
New spec
Biz to start soon
Bangkok!!
Shanghai
Hokkaido
Taiwan
Hong Kong
O lvl PASS!
Music Theory Grade 5 PASS!
Piyo Piyo Stuffs
= )
HER FRIENDS
♥ Ailing
♥ Alieen
♥ Angelina
♥ Apple
♥ Audrey
♥ Audrey Koh
♥ Christina
♥ Desmond
♥ Elson
♥ Esther Lim
♥ Esther Yew
♥ Gayna
♥ Hui Ying
♥ Ice
♥ Irene Ang
♥ Janice
♥ Janson
♥ Janson
♥ Jennifer
♥ Jerlynn
♥ Jing Ting
♥ Joan's BS
♥ Joan
♥ Jocelyn Tan
♥ Joyce
♥ Judy
♥ Judy in Tucson
♥ Judy's Precious
♥ Kai Leng
♥Lina
♥ Li Qin
♥ Melody
♥ Nurrafida
♥ Qiu Xin
♥ Rahimah
♥ Selene
♥ Shu Bin
♥ Sian Choo
♥ Steven
♥ Sutin
♥ Ting Ting
♥ Wan Ling
♥ Xiang Jun
♥ Xue Yi
♥ Yuan Yuan
♥ YT Cornets
♥ YTWO
OTHERS
♥ Abblizzio Creation
♥ American Express
♥ Amore Fitness
♥ Baiyoke
♥ Calories Counter
♥ Calories Table
♥ Grand Diamond
♥ Health Charts/Tables
♥ Healthy Recipes
♥ Hokkaido
♥ Joanne
♥ Langkawi
♥ Learning About Calories
♥ Liren Neo
♥ Pathuwan Princess
♥ SGFLEAMARKET
♥ Shanghai
♥ The Art Of Make Up
♥ Starhub WebSMS
♥ 普陀山
♥ 新天地
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Friday, November 30, 2007
HI!!! WAVE TO EVERYBODY!! I'm stuck in Mac cos need to charge laptop. Wendy and Happy Lucky outside of Mac. I'm freezing soon!! Hmm, yesterday reach home at 0500AM!! Cool huh, then I slept all e way till 1640. HAHA!! Got wake up in e morning to read newspaper.
Monday I went office, sitting at e same row with him, he sitting at far right I sitting at far left then he kept going toilet. Kept walking behind me. Pai seh lor. I talked on phone talked dao like mouse like this.
Tuesday don't want to work but I went office to teach Wendy. Went coffeeshop to eat first, I walked to e table he sitting then he stand up then Wendy said go another table sit. So I thought he went off, he came back very long lor. Then he walked behind me, he looking at my hp ba. Then he sat at e seat that we can see each other. I ate then saw him looking. Yaya! See each other like 3 4 times. = x HAHA!!
Went up office, I bored like hell ok. Flip magazine then Wendy said I not working tomorrow so she went to ask Michael Wong questions then I play lappy lor. Then Ah Boy said if he know I got nothing to do then he gave me his list to call. I sitting in betw. e rows then he sitting at far right. As usual walking behind me lar. Then got one time he walked till very close. Can feel then my left eye lid yi zhi tiao. Nevermind then got one girl Sharon came then he talked to her very loud. Then he went to drawer there then I went toilet since he not there. Went out of toilet wants to walk but he sitting there, he turned and see me, he wants to let me walk but I walked one round. HAHA!! Went to my table, my table was just beside wear he was sitting. So yar. HAA!! Took my tissue then went to sit at e center again. He went to Michael Zhang there then I thinking he thought I crying cos I wiping my eyes shit! HAHA!! MUHA!! Then see blog, msn. I looking at my friendster photo then just nice he walked pass. Pai seh dao. All I knew he kept looking what I doing. Then Ah Boy said Eric should blog, I zi dao pai seh. WOO!! Don't know what to do, Ah Boy almost read out.
Then I thinking he sitting behind me, he saw my bag got horoscope. He asked who is chu nu zuo(Virgo). OMGS!! I don't dare to say out. HAA!! = x Then all of them going back after that, then Wendy came out then I saw Wendy kept looking behind me when I looked at her so I turned back, he looking at me and smile smile like this. OMGS!! Then I quickly turn back. = x PAI SEH!!!
After that, Wendy wants to study her CEHA but Michael Wong going to Justin's house. So I asked her go lor then I helped out with e brochure lor. End up Wendy never study. I thought my shuai ge will go, end up no. Then reach home at 0430!! HAHA!!
Wednesday went Taekwon-do. Can taught dao siao!! I shouted till my throat pain somemore raining! At night went office, alot of ppl never come, cos his's father birthday then he invite a few of them.
Thursday I went office alone. Saw where he sitting then I wanted to sit at e place I everytime sit which is e place infront of him. Then I changed to sit behind him. Waiting for him to come back. He came back when I was doing my things. HAA!! Went to ask Michael Zhang something then he sitting two chairs away. Then he tapped at Paul who is sitting beside me. Went back to my seat then his table no telephone so he stood up and went beside Paul to call, he sat on e table and directly facing me. HAHA!! Shuai de shuai de. He went to e table to call twice lor. HAHA!! Then I went to Michael Zhang again, pass phone to him then I used his lappy to check things. Then Paul and Michael Zhang went to don't know where, left me and him. HAAHAA!! Pai seh pai seh. Then he went to find Paul then he went drawer then he went out to e balcony to smk then came back very fast then they then he going home ler lor.
Hmm, don't know what's my feelings toward him. I don't know how to say, will like see see each other. Maybe he got gf ler? Cos his Jiu Jiu is Roy then Tuesday Roy got told Sharon, don't make his nephew, he very stress now. Hmm. Got one time Roy looked at me then he asked HK never come back. He should know ma, his nephew leh. Like weird weird de
I don't know how. Let nature take course ba. Shuai doesn't mean he good. Is e heart. Janice Jie asked me before if one more guy appear, who will I choose? e new guy or J. I don't know. Now is really don't know. I saw HK then J like slowly disappear ler. Will think lar but not so much, think of HK more.
Think of it make me worst, see him will pai seh but I will look at him.
Anyway I cut my hair and dye Gold, not really those Gold is light light Gold. = DD
Orange Tee's chalet coming!! Sally's wedding dinner coming. Bbq on Christmas Eve coming. = )) 2008 coming. = ( Chinese New Year coming!! = DD
Going Genting on Monday. So Monday cannot see him. = (( Wednesday then can see. Won't miss him so much. Don't know why, just plain plain like this. Ok, I stop here. Battery full ler. = ))
I miss THK. = DD
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
I think blogger got problem. Couldn't adjust e font size. _|_ So, I'm at AMK Mac using wireless lar. With Wendy. Accompany her study and I teaching her account. Tomorrow morning got work Gonna tired like siao. Past few days already tired like siao.
So saw my shuai ge. HEH!! But just nice I drawing things. = x I drew = ) HAHA!! Nevermind. All I knew was he was walking up and down lar. Sat at one corner table and see me. Just then I called one person, I finding for that person then this aunty pass to e maid, then e maid kept saing yes mdm yes mdm, I was liked. I wants to roll on e floor and laugh lor. I at there tahan. HAHA!! He watching. So I thought he left ler, end up he walked back again. SHUAI OK!! HAA!! I heard he going for friend's birthday. = DD = DD I miss him I miss him!! = ))))))))))
Chiong for work lar. Most probably next year bringing Mr Happy Lucky for surgery. My car theory. CHIONG CHIONG!! Might be buying a new hp. So new model please pop out!! See I like e model anot. Hmm, 2008 reaching!!
13 and 14 Dec got company's chalet. HEH HEH!! SHUAI GE SHUAI GE!! = )) Ok stop stop.
I don't know what to blog. Sunday might be going Yan Ping's place to get cpu, see how.
I miss K. = )
Saturday, November 24, 2007
I think I likes someone else. = ) Both of us saw each other will stare. Wednesday when he walk behind me, he brush my elbow. Think he said hello to me but I act blurr. I don't know he talking to Wendy or me. Haa!! I was packing my stuff, he just sat on é table beside me. Very close. I make a call, he walking pass with his hands inside é clothes and can see his stomach. Haa! And stare at me. And ya, he sick on Wednesday. Sneeze so many times. Feeling not more than somebody. But somebody in my mind is fading ler. I don't wish and hope anymore. é feeling really fading = )
Went office de coffeeshop yesterday to meet Wendy, he sitting beside her. He put his hand away from é chair and let me sit. But he went off after that. From é first day I went to sign paper, I saw this guy and I sat his chair. Haa! He is yan dao. He is very skinny!! Not only me said, Wendy also said. Handsome can be flirty.
Haa! Ok. Should be passerby. But will like pai seh to look at him. Eye contact quite a num of times. = ))
I shall sleep.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
不知道为什么就是那么的 moody!! Cried for hours. Make my ownself smile and happy. Saw Happy Lucky will always find me to play, his pattern, make me smile when I'm sad.
我们都不可能回去以前的我们。Times go and come. Making myself busy, I feels happy ma? No. To say é truth, is just to make myself tired. Tired and can stop me from thinking all é things that I shouldn't think anymore.
2008 gonna reach ler. My wishlist won't have a bf anymore cos every year wishing for é same thing. What for wish? Is over. Wishing for a new guy to forget him? How to trust a guy? My heart have been broken. I'm really really tired in relationship. Anyway, I won't get married.
Wish won't come through. S club 7 song, never had a dream come through.
Why must I treat ppl so good. Ppl climb up to my head.
Just let me go and leave me alone. Is not gonna be é same anymore. You walk yours, I walk mine!
Back to Ya Kun on Monday, asked Papa drove me there, Uncle Cheng work on that day! = ) Not very use to it. But still likes to flip flop bread. = D
Today woke up at 0650. Alarm rung but still went to slp then rush, asked Papa drove me there then went work, then somebody kpkb cos I late. Yaya, I knew she will say. From last time till now never change. I cannot tahan! Boss came! Heh! Shuai shuai!! Supervisor told don't be late for tml.
Last Sunday went S.E, so packed can. Jenn told me to turn and see him, HAHA! I diao him. Don't ask me why, from that time how he replied, I sibei dulan but this is how ppl react when they don't know. So ya. Wants to see him but don't want to smile. Saw each other then I look elsewhere and he stood infront of us, I don't know how to face him. Saw each other then act blurr again. Maybe we shall continue like this, see, diao, act blurr.
End ler, took train to Kranji, Papa fetched me then went Marsling fetch one Uncle and went Raffles Country Club. Had red wine. = D é service darn poor, everybody had dessert and our table and few tables don't have. Waited for 5 mins, then one of é Uncle asked é guy to serve, he said this table not he served, wait for another guy. End up, they gave us é drink coffee de bowl and short of spoon. BEST! Ballroom somemore.
Papa drank alot then yaya, he talked to his old friends. Said Bro's things, told them, next year will force him to get marry. Can feel Papa sad. Then one of his friend said don't worry and don't rush, if is his and é time right, no matter what will also be his.
What to do? Bro don't want to let Papa and Mama knew. Maybe I should put myself in Bro's shoes.
Last Saturday, went back with Papa and Mama. Papa said, betw. é three of us, Bro spent é most little amt from, I spent little but more than Bro, Sis spent é most and so on. Then he said he don't know when will he leave this world. He said Sis already got a family, Bro, no matter what he will force him to get marry by next year and me, find a good bf then his responsbility will be done. I heard ler, I wanted to cry but I tahan. Then I rather choose not to have a bf. Why must he said responsbility. Why! Why must he said don't know when will leave this world. Why!
Why must he said I work as Make Up Artist or Organist teacher when he still in this world. WHY! WHY! You know how sad how hurt am I !!
He said no matter what results I got, he don't care. He said he think I got é cert, also won't use it. I got Electone Organ and Makeup. But future things are hard to predict. Hais. Sad just sad and hurt.
Booking my chalet for 21st birthday soon. Bungalow or Terrace? Sis's 21st birthday, she booked two terrace and spent almost 2k!! Saving up now. Shangrila no bungalow, cannot bring dogs!! Nvm. Maybe book Shangrila on my birthday with a few friends on 22 September cos next year celebrating on 20 September. Book Bungalow, some groups can ton on Friday then can share rooms and sleep. Book Terrace, no space to sleep. Faint!! How?
East Coast that side build new chalet. East Coast or Aloha? Nevermind, 13 December office got advance Christmas then go see East Coast de how. Sis said East Coast nearer and Aloha quite far for some ppl.
Save save save! Next year March going Shanghai also. Broke broke broke!!
Getting busy, and tired but nevermind. I tahan! For my Electone Organ and I wants to forget ya. Over!!
Tired, tired, tired, tired and tired. Is up to you to decide. I'm scare.
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Finally Ms Lim extend é SSDC. Asked Papa click 12 mths or 6 mths. He said he don't believe I 6 mths time can't get. My course new expiry date is 16 Feb 2008. From now to 16 Feb. I left 3 mths or lesser. Cos my course ended at 17 Aug. So cancel Sept, Oct and Nov. Muha! Good luck man Ms Lim. Cfm not enough time, wait for BTT also need to wait 1 mth! FTT 2 or 1 mth. Alright, I shall use my favourite quote : 失败乃是成功之母。Jia you ba.
No matter what next year must get licence. Gift for my 21st birthday. Haa!! Meaningful har. Ya better than guy. = )
Teaching Taekwon-do later. Stop for 2 mths? Got abit scare of teaching and shouting. Porcupine dog playing with me now. Heh! He misses his gf and his black gay partner at Papa's office.
Tomorrow acc Papa to don't know who de wedding dinner. Wear heels and ren lar. PIG!
Monday work!! Shall msg Mr Tan soon. Cos feel like paying é fees myself. And again, provided Mr Tan got slot for me.
11 mths + more to 21st birthday. = D I might decide to come out with a theme!! Cool har!! Or like guys must put on make up. Draw like wayang. Muha!! Ok kidding. Got theme in my mind ler. Still thinking of é venue. Next year June must book.
This year Christmas Eve will have bbq at Papa's office. Yup!! Actually my this year birthday my Parents and uncle asked me why don't want to hold it there. At Lim Chu Kang leh. Darn far. é place is cooling but I scare ppl mai. I loves that place cos I could see stars!! Last wk Monday!! I saw three stars in a straight line, I forget what it means. So beautiful can!! If by next year é chalet build ler, cfm ask me book there. Haa! Got this feeling. So please! é chalet slowly build.
Wo hui bi cong qian kuai le.
Heh just came back. é problem with girls are ai mei. Who don't? From top to toe. Wear heels wear till blister come out also die die must wear, then walk and ren and said pain. Ya. I'm saying myself. Knew leg hurt like hell still want wear heels.
Yesterday afternoon took cab to Wendy's house slack till 1730. Walk and took bus. Just so lucky, everytime reach office got ppl open door. *phew!! You know you know, I'm anti-social and I don't smile at é ppl I don't know. Ya.
Took bus back. Sis called, told me Wendy break with Bro 2 wks ago. Not I bad, I rather she break then dragging cos Bro don't wanna gave her an ans. Nu ren arh nu ren, everytime bcos of this, we lost.Sis told me Wendy cried after that, I don't even dare to ask her how she and Bro, Sis still dare. Then told me don't say those things to Papa. Then in é first place he shouldn't do that.
Reach home can't find Mr Happy Lucky. Called Mrs Lim, went downstairs. Ah Guang, Rachel, Buay Cai Uncle and his wife. Heh! Heard abt pyramid then Buay Cai Uncle said Singapore hard to do. Then Mama said I did joined. Found out Uncle invested Sunshine Empire also, he very curious abt how company earned. He heard é news but he not scare, he still wanted to invest more but he wants to see how much he earn. Said ppl scare also can't. Saz also asked me. True to say, there's always bound to be a black sheep in every industry.
Good and bad lar. Or I should say not everyday is your lucky day but you never do wrong, scare for what. Why can't ppl change their perspective towards MLM? MLM means pyramid? MLM means dangerous? Still is é mentality. Ppl can observe and can see how are é good and bad ppl, same as MLM what.
Ok, é newspaper é news said abt Sunshine Empire. Can think of good and bad scenario. Make things diff for Sunshine Empire and let ppl knew but once things clarify make things good for Sunshine Empire.
Hard to predict.
I'm confused. I'm sad.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
On bus to work. Wendy can't go to office. She got a fall at carpark this morning. I will be bored for two days.
Forget to bring jacket, later gonna freeze like mad ler lar. This morning dreamt something funny. Dreamt of my grandma passed away ler then got those songka, then no coffin one. Somemore our family going Bangkok a few hours later. Out of é sudden, my grandma woke up and sit up, everybody shock though they saw wrong things. Somebody went to hug her then one by one but I didn't, scared like siao. Then grandma went Bangkok with us. LOLS! Like stupid right! My mind hor! Buay tahan!
Stupid news reporter! Stop saying Sunshine Empire blah blah blah. Jia You Empire Group Alliance! Heh! Jennifer!! Chinese newspaper got mention abt Iggy!! = x Haha! Still trust Sunshine Empire! Jia You JIA YOU! Chiong all é way!!
Should I work Ya Kun? Like hmm, hais. But cfm ler. -_-
Hehheh! Lin Xiao Mei lost 5kg!! Hehhehheh! Hah bi hah bi!! My ideal weight 55kg!! = DD I shall JIA YOU!!
Said é truth. I'm lost in direction, really scare that Mr Tan couldn't teach me!! = (
Why must you appear at é opposite blk!! Why must you..... I really don't know what to say or what to do. I owe you what!! Want, don't want, want, don't want! Hais. Just bye.
I don't want to dream of you also. What for I dream and ya! What I owe you!!!!! Forget a person really so diff ma?
I'm going to freeze! Somemore now is in bus. Woo!!
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Can I earn 5k and pay Papa back for my make up course and everything. Why must use money and compare!! Pay liao then your won't keep saying I waste money.
Sis said I got make up but I don't want to work. But at least I got work then letting you say I everytime take money. I don't want to work make up as full time, I just want freelance. All I wish is to go back to my Electone Organ, that's why I want to work part time and partly for é car lar. Maybe I will msg Mr Tan and see his next year's schedule got slot for me anot. Forcing to work é work I don't really want, might as well I burnt é cert. Actually ppl don't see cert for make up is é skill, then I must well burnt all é things I bought!! You think you want a make up job so easy? Not like your interior lor. Ppl make up for occasion or photo shooting. If got ppl 365 days, everyday got diff occasion, you tell me or you find for me I go work and including chinese ghost festival!! 1 day also cannot less, you find for me lar. Don't take your interior and mix with my make up lor.
I also trying to do accessories now. I also don't know want to sell online anot. So many competitive.
Argh!! Money and money!! Going to open a bank acc after I got my pay. Ya, Papa don't want me to use é money in my bank and don't allow me to use my card. Then if I save and put at my piggy bank, I cfm take out de. Argh!
I do Ya Kun also wrong! Can't just let me relax! I just want my Electone Organ! My birthday cake already very obvious!! Or why not you plan for me? Then you plan cfm won't wrong one what cos I plan cfm wrong.
ARGH!!!!!
Please!! My dear friends, don't tell ppl I work Ya Kun. Even é closeiest to you. Haa, but I knew one person will lar. Can tell another person then ask them diam diam can ler lor. Right? Tell everybody then all diam diam. = )
I'M LOST! Learn so many things and now, I don't know which to choose.
Between Electone Organ, Taekwon-Do and Make Up. Electone still é work I really wanna work but my teacher. HAIS! Make up is what Papa wants me to work.
Luan!! Just now I called Ya Kun. Supervisor need 1 part time. Yup. Need to ask Boss but most probably is can cause I work before and few months back Boss got ask me go back. Even though is eek! Smelling é bread and butter but still miss flipping bread and disturbing ppl. = x Ever since I quitted and every Sunday went there with Papa, é aunties will ask whether I wants to come back anot. Now going back, heh! Xiao Mei yao hui lai le!! I miss Uncle Cheng packed Tom Yam soup for me. Heh! Now cashier got new machine!! = DD Can cook eggs again. = )
I also don't know what happen to me. Maybe just want to keep myself busy and busy and busy and I really don't know which to choose. I got but ya Mr Tan's schedule. I'm like stuck in é middle of é river.
All I have to say is Goodbye to you. = ) Forced one another would not make each of us return back. You walk your path, I walk my path. Yes I miss you, so? Do you? Since we are not gonna face it then let it be. If one day I'm going to face then I think I will have change. Why must this make till so tough for me and for you. Go and continue all your nonsense. Knowing you are happy, I will be glad.
So if Boss cfm ler then I shall be working in é morning at Ya Kun then 1 2 3 5 Telemarketer then 4 6 Taekwondo. 7 go Papa's office play with puppy!!
Don't wish to let ppl know I work as Ya Kun so ya ya. Thank you.
I shall forget everything and delete everything. From today. I hate guys!! There's nothing I can do. That's it!! I want to cry, let me cry.
Don't wish to delete also need to force myself to delete. Hais. Goodbye ba.
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Feeling so shag é whole day. Yesterday reach home almost 0230. Slept at 0330, woke up 1300 and I thought that it was weekdays! Haha. Pig then 1800 slept again till 2000.
Work on Friday was alright. I finally finished checking all é details for é new condo! Took me 2 days! 6 hours!! Next Wednesday I can start calling! Yippie!
Went out to é balcony at office, so omfgs! Highest floor de hao chu. So relax! End up tio say, cos Roy want to slim down then I kept walking with a pack of peanuts, he buay tahan. Yaya, went Marina Square for bowling with Wendy, Michael and Justin. First time playing, Wendy and Justin kept telling me, muha! I buay tahan é actions lar. é second time I strike all. Shuang!! But end up all went longgang. Another two guys came, went Shenton there to have prata.
Nah, saw One Shenton Way, old company, whole building already demolished. 22 or 21 storey, forget. Miss those days, esp. going Xiao Shi Dian to eat japanese food with my favourite whipped potato, coleslaw and é ice lemon tea!!
Wendy drove me back. Yup! Think I will go home late everytime I work there. Also good, I can forget something. = | Fang bu xia de, zhong shi yao fang xia.
7 weeks to 2008. Freaking fast. Haha. Last of studying gone. Few years later then study ba. Want to close more sales and rent!! Then Happy Lucky can go for surgery. His HW tab need to buy. Bring him for DW also. And maybe I can buy this particular things for myself.
Heh! 12 more weeks to Chinese New Year!! Ang bao ang bao.
Alone to welcome 2008. Alone to spend é Christmas. Alone to say goodbye 2007. Haa! Used to it.
21st birthday. Hmm, born in Rabbit year 1987, gonna celebrate 21st birthday next year. Old old old!
My left waist freaking pain. Don't tell me I got what sickness!!
Few days back dreamt of my Mama doing house cleaning then outside é window got alot of bulbs need to change, scare me lar. Dreamt of I got stomach cancer. SCARY!!
Tired tired. Nights nights.
Thursday, November 08, 2007
Yesterday morning, had breakfast with Mama. My favourite stall laska. Heh! Brought Happy Lucky along. So Mama asked me when I start working, told her I already started. Yup Monday.
So ate finish, don't wanna bring Happy Lucky to pass é meat seller, fruit seller and vegetables seller, so walk outside let Happy Lucky to walk. From far, I already saw a dog, hoping Mr Boy won't saw it so quickly carried him up. Who knows he saw!! You know dog see dog de erection. Omgs!! I'm like a kiddo at é basketball court. é stray dog walk beside me and sit down and look at me. My dog went gila, luckily Mama called, asked me to walk to sell clothes there. Choose é clothes I liked. Choose 4 clothes and 1 swimming costume. Got 1 more clothes, I liked but don't have my size so ya, waiting. Mama said I worked need clothes, I just go office fashion or I should say fashion to telephone and com, not fashion to customers. Happy Lucky thought I went off, saw me kept asking me to carry him. Mama couldn't tahan him, quickly pass back to me. HAHA!
Went swimming with Wendy after that. Hello, I'm not for you to scold. She must win é talk so I let her. Scolding right infront of so many strangers. Like hello? I really don't know how to swim frog style. I got phobia in big pool also. She used forced one, used finger to ask me come over. I'm not your dog. I nearly drown ok, I lack of oxygen and I couldn't reach é floor. She told me one thing, next time I go swimming with her, I will si dei hen chan. Like F! I won't forget how you scold me right infront of my parents and my ex at coffeeshop. Who are you man.
Thinking like I wanted to take your car back after work, like hello? I already told you, I got bus right.
From Monday when I started work, I got a feeling I won't work long there. I don't have é enthu to work that day, like being forced that type, just like those boring days I used to stay at home. I knew her temper well and she knew my temper.
Yesterday night, after work went Sis's house to eat. From é start, had been picking on me. I ate finish, I went study room to online. Then all came in, I said I got com I awake ler, then she said, you know staying long hours on com not good cos you keep sitting down, hello! I just play for not even 4 hours. I so long never online so I play longer can't meh. What website I went, she kept looking. Fark! I open S.E website then I read for not 1 mins and I close cos ya, you know. She tot I'm her sofa, kept lieing her head on my back, I don't like lor!! Darn. I read blog also got problem. I wanted to blog, I typed one word then delete. So I shut down and went Sis's room act sleeping!! Stupid Cocoa disturb me actting!!
Went Mac after that, I sat Sis's car, Broinlaw drove Wendy's car. Told Sis what happen at swimming pool. Then while we eatting, she said Broinlaw, she said she helping me and he kept asking me eat. Then they talked abt exercise then Sis asked me scare anot. I diam diam. Told Broinlaw é Taekwondo, I can help on Thursday and Saturday. Then Wendy asked, you black belt arh. Wa lao, not black belt can teach meh!! Said I black belt, this size. Hell! Think Broinlaw knew I got irritated. Broinlaw said I part time black belt ma. She laughed and diam diam. Then I feeding Cocoa to drink, she told me to change place. Argh! She knew I already buay song then kept talking to me. DULAN!!
Alternate Tuesday got rest. é rest 1 3 5 telemarketing. 4 6 Taekwondo. 7 go Papa's office played with 5 dogs and 6 puppies!
Ok went Papa's office after 1 mth+, ever since my birthday. Dogs and puppies surround me! Haha. Cute! My Lassy Boy was sniffing below é hole. So happy to see me, gave him treats. = DD That small kitten grown up, still é same meowing non stop, can see he very active and naughty. Haha! He cannot come out from é cage, I knew é hou guo. Haha! Climbing up and down é cage. Saw my Xiao Bai, cute cute! Super cute. Carried her in to é cage.
And one more person. Don't come and tell my Mama that cos you don't have time to acc me, that's why I don't wanna talk to you. Go think yourself lar. Can deny and don't reply me, don't call me for days and I knew what happen. We don't meant to be Best Friend! Said cb me cb me that. _!_ Your mum shoot me, I got friends then don't care you, no friends then care you. Ae hello, did you think abt yourself then say me? If I didn't msg you, HAH! Don't know is who don't care who.
I choose not to msg anymore, everytime I took initative like surrender myself to you. Go and think. If together, I also won't be close. What for do right things and got said. Everytime used money to shoot me. HELLO! I hate ppl to use money and said me. What I got money. Wake up man! Bcos of my Papa that's why said I'm rich? Rich in what way, you tell me! My Papa also went through suffering and hard work, so he drove a Mercedes call rich? Everytime pay instalment, he also stress what. Can't he drive é car he was comfortable with! Every mth bill came leh! Ppl owe him hell lots of money lor. If he is rich, he don't need to be Garang Guni keeping those unwanted stuff, saw what take what. So what if I did told you, we thinking to stay at bungalow, even we stay we also be stressing abt money what. Told you already my Papa thinks only! Never cfm.
What can't your mentality be mature! And stop using money and money and money!! Sometimes I rather go help my Papa to be Garang Guni, unstalling é machine and sell it differently. Every Sunday, I went there will move all metal container (those gum that é ppl use to put on furniture) up to é lorry then Bro came, he helped to take out those can drinks coffeeshop ppl gave to Papa and helped to choose. Those boxes, open up and make it flat. Help to pack eggs. Help to uninstall machine and make my hand dirty. No matter my arm or hand itchy, I still continue to do. All is hard earn.
STOP COMPARING AND COMPARING!! Ppl that owe Papa's money had forced us to be like this. HAPPY! I SAID OUT ALL MY THINGS? Don't take money to see a person. Use your brain instead! Think I can take more money from Papa everytime, he also will nag me what. He said he's not printing machine. Sometimes go sch also don't willing to spend é money, just want to save money cause I meeting friends few days later. I go out that day, I also didn't ask for money.
Change windows and metal door and toilet door also must use rich and money. Hello! Enough of it can! Buy dog, cause I have been quarrelling over dogs with Sis! So Papa buy a dog for me. ENOUGH OF IT!!
Stop acting infront of my Mama!! ARGH!
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
BITCH! You will get your revenge back. I think back of everything, wicked! I'm still a dumb that I got bluffed. I still bring her up my house. Darn BITCH! Don't come and act, nvm. God can see everything. All I wish is to see you back to Malaysia forever.
If Papa still deny that BITCH with him and side her and don't want to trust what I said, fine!! I don't mind moving out. With Mama also. This will make me hate guys forever.
I really want to settle this. I had enough. Why can Mama tahan it for so long. God, I just hope Mama is healthy and safety.
Really hope you get your revenge in é future. Ppl can take it easily, I can't. Is hurt. Hais. What am I thinking, who will know. God knows.
I been crying for hours. I HATE BITCH!!
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
WHY WHY WHY! I just wish é num I called was not that bitch. But very long time ago I knew it was. Yes. Private num kept calling my living room phone so I called that num, just nice num busy. Ok fine. After it rang, I called, that bitch hello and hang up. Where got so qiao!! You tell me.
Yesterday also é same!! A 30+ years old bitch! I got flip her passport to see before. Don't force me to call é police or follow my Papa. Let you go back Malaysia and forever can't come to Singapore, I also happy. Don't say I bad. I never did wrong, she was é one who wanted to break my family!! I really don't wish to see Mama, everytime saw é caller id wrote Private num, her expression was liked. Hais.
Mama snapped é bitch and her son before. I snapped é son before. Please I hope when I change é cpu motherboard, my document all inside. I Evelyn Lim, I won't let go of this thing easily. Everytime you called, I gonna make it worst.
Gonna talk to Papa real soon. He don't know that I knew that bitch using that num. Ever since few years back, he told me not to call that num, I already found it weird. I thought he cancelled off but who knows I called then it rung.
Gonna cancel off both my house's num. Maybe I shall discuss with Bro cos both of us using broadband, then after that can use é new line to merge. Anyway I gonna save money and buy a line for Mama, but é age limit is above 18 or above 21? Said ler also funny, last time I changed to currently é living room and my room num, she also knew é num. Now my Mama's hp num, she also knew. I won't mind posting up her photo. Ya!
é problem of me putting password in my blog is for privacy, who knows she knew my blog. Hard to say. And I don't wish stranger knew my house problem and my stuff, I gave your é password cos I trust your. Yup. Evelyn loves your!!
I will JIA YOU!! My motto : No matter what obstacles I meet, I will face it, pull through it and solve it!!
