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THE GIRL

Evelyn Lim 林心如
22nd September 1987
Single
Virgo
Friendster - eevelynn@singnet.com.sg
Msn - evelynlim-@hotmail.com

LOVES

MY PARENTS
My LOVES one
Happy Lucky
Princess Lassy
Cocoa-nut
MARSH-MALLOW
Taking photos
Dolling up
Slping


WISH

N96/N85
Change name to 林心如
Electone Grade 6 exam PASS!!
ORGANIST TEACHER!!
My house problems to be ok!
MY HEALTH TO BE ALRIGHT!!
BRING FAMILY MEMBERS TO OVERSEA!!
Class 3 Licence
Pomeranian
Shih Tzu
Dwarf Hamster
New wardrobe with mirror
LCD monitor
Scanner cum printer 3 in 1
Laptop
More Heels
G Clef Necklace With Diamond
New spec
Biz to start soon
Bangkok!!
Shanghai
Hokkaido
Taiwan
Hong Kong
O lvl PASS!
Music Theory Grade 5 PASS!
Piyo Piyo Stuffs
= )


HER FRIENDS

AilingAlieenAngelina
AppleAudreyAudrey Koh
ChristinaDesmondElson
Esther LimEsther Yew
GaynaHui YingIce
Irene AngJaniceJanson
Janson Jennifer Jerlynn
Jing TingJoan's BSJoan
Jocelyn TanJoyceJudy
Judy in TucsonJudy's Precious
Kai LengLinaLi QinMelody
NurrafidaQiu XinRahimah
SeleneShu BinSian Choo
StevenSutinTing Ting
Wan LingXiang JunXue Yi
Yuan YuanYT CornetsYTWO

OTHERS

Abblizzio Creation
American Express
Amore Fitness
Baiyoke
Calories Counter
Calories Table
Grand Diamond
Health Charts/Tables
Healthy Recipes
Hokkaido
Joanne
Langkawi
Learning About Calories
Liren Neo
Pathuwan Princess
SGFLEAMARKET
Shanghai
The Art Of Make Up
Starhub WebSMS
普陀山
新天地


TAGBOARD

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Ms Lim like going to sick soon. Whole body hot, legs cold, mouth got one ulcer make me uneasy.

Yesterday one day got 3 exam. Crazy!! I went home, I slept and slept. Slept, wake up on light then slept till 0600.

Bath and meet Janice Jie cos I lend calculator from her. My calculator can use but ms lim drew alot of words. Thank you lar, ask meet so early bcos of her bf and her and I have to wait for another train cos is darn early. I wanted to meet last night and end up yaya. Everytime is bf one. Yes. From é start, everytime ask want to go eat or meet after her work, cfm got bf one. Must well follow wherever he goes, go toilet also go together.

From no bf to got bf, é changes were darn big. So I seldom ask her out cos everytime is bf and bf. Sis said, got bf, bf first, don't care abt anything. Call also mai return. Msg also.

Hais, maybe I'm far behind. 3 yrs + no bf, so can't remember got bf beside is how de. Really got worst dao like Janice Jie, one msg also mai reply, or what till next day afternoon reply or when I said got bf mai reply then she reply ma?

Don't call her out is better, ar bo I like volcano.

God arh, tell me what to do.


I feels eating la mian. = ( You know you know. Ajisen and é raffles place one. JENNIFER!!


Starting work on 5th, yup. Work better than I keep thinking é things that won't happen. And I won't be sad. Electone Organ. = (


Sometimes I was wondering, whether é things I did was right? What am I suppose to do? How to face it? What am I going to do next?

Let bygone be bygone.

Go oversea can forget everything ma?


I want to go Dragonfly!! Yes, I saw William Scorpian was there performing! I loves é songs he sang! From é last time, I went Canto pop, I got sot by é songs!! Wendy Jie Jie, let's go together. Heh!!


This year English was hard like hell. Maths blame myself. Never memorise é formula. Wanted to get good marks for Maths. Now don't need ler.

Loves my small lil boy. = )


LOVES ♥ @ 6:51 PM


Monday, October 29, 2007

Sibei de shuang. Ya. é charity just now got shoot ZHONG CAI and his family. Then ending Mark Lee said Sunshine Empire Private Ltd. Hear ler, shuang dao. Evelyn never step into é wrong company.

Although last Wed Strait Times published abt our company but all is positive, must read properly got 2 pages.

Yesterday afternoon clearing my organiser, saw two years back é notes that I wrote to Papa. Brought him down also. Although he gave negative points but he still gave me money to join. = DD Went to Enyouth before but ya, company é best.

From Nuitrend International to Sunshine Empire. From Shenton Way to Toa Payoh Hub. Change alot. Malaysia, Taiwan, Hong Kong, Korea, Indonesia, Bangkok and alot of countries, next year expanding to US also. Cool arh!! = D

I think I have walk out of é hole now is walking in to company and not é hole again. JIA YOU! Jennifer, we shall walk in together. = )

Had nightmare lar. Whole night couldn't sleep!! Tossing here and there. Dreamt of failing English and whole cert cannot take. Actually English I got abit scare lar. Kept waking up to see é time. Yup. Suppose to wake up at 0600 but I drag till 0640. Haha.

Jia you ba, got no confident. = x


LOVES ♥ @ 7:49 AM


Sunday, October 28, 2007

I totally can't sleep!! Hang up phone with Lici. Thank you asked me prank call two nums then suddenly got msg. hai me thought my num not private num already.

Ok. Met Jennifer to company. Then she left and I slacked and waited for Wendy. Went Kiddy Palace, omgs! PIYO PIYO!! Bought baby wipes, went BK, ate Mushroom Swiss. End up felt like vomitting. Forgetten MS is beef. Went walk and slack at Ya Kun. Walk around then talked to Janice Jie.

Wendy came and went Khatib Mac. Starting work on 5th. Yup. Earn money!! 6 mths thing yup. Two J ppl know only. Hope can close rental and sales. 10 close $500, 5 close $1k.

Hao xiang ku. Hais. Wo hen fan!~


LOVES ♥ @ 2:08 AM


Saturday, October 27, 2007

Si bei de jia liat. 伊 v 琳, mai study. But bored dao yao ming.

Hair treatment, mask, bath Happy Lucky just now. Ate pomegrate also. One by one. Bored bored.

I feels like *ahem ahem. Potato dance dance!! Told Mama also. She also didn't say anything. Pigu niu niu.

First thing I need to do is ahem ahem.

Bored bored.


LOVES ♥ @ 12:28 AM


Friday, October 26, 2007

Yesterday took cab with Mama, fetch Xiao Gu and Biao Di to Lorong Ah Soo. Pray, yup. Shan Cai Ye ask me got climb staircase anot. = x Heh!

Got abit not feeling well. Hais. No mood to study. Whole body like hot one. Hands and legs sometimes cold sometimes hot. Siao liao.

I think tis few mths was sway for me lor. Like nothing good happen, all were bad. Argh! *SHOUT! I wants to bite ppl!!
Sway dao. Argh.

Please don't sick, please don't sick. My exam coming.


Should we continue or should we not? Tell me tell me.


Saturday going company? Hmm. 是很想回去 PIA, 可是呐。。If I don't conquer my fear, I cfm won't make it. There's no easy things unless I work hard. Let me think.


Darn! My backbone pain. Never slp properly. Cannot stretch to é back. 老了。

I wants to go sing sing again.

Ok. Lin Xiao Mei found out one thing. Bro and Wendy's ringtone were é same heh! Bro bought one snack for me. Heh.

Okok. I told Mama I gonna work after my exam. Told her who is é person, she seems to be ok with é person. Then I also got add abit of things. Haa! Don't bcos of one mistake then shoot é person dead. = ) Obvious liao.

My satay gone lor. Thanks to somebody! I work then don't blame me.

好啦。伊芙琳(Evelyn) = D go 读 books 了。


LOVES ♥ @ 2:26 PM


Thursday, October 25, 2007

I gonna flunk my Science!! Yes!! From é day I never went sch, I never even touch Science. Got lar when I tidy é books. Haa!!Just concentrating on Math and POA. = DD I HATE SCIENCE SCIENCE SCIENCE!!!

CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG! Left 4 more days to é start. Woo!

Bought é hi card. Need to register somemore, *shake head. If no register, after 2 days will be cancel. Last time also don't need.

Yesterday Sci Paper 3, heh! Never go. = x Now going Lorong Ah Soo, yup. Shan Cai Ye de don't know what day.


I won't pass my exam lar. But I will go lar.

God! My bill is 650 bucks. Pang. I wants to faint. Hope é M card can save me. Last mth really waste alot of msg, ya, ppl don't want to reply me so I have to send twice and 45 ppl. 1 ppl more than 2 msg. And now bomb! Control control.

Potato dance! = D Haiya, I want go sing sing again!! Janice Jie tml can we sing instead eating satay.


LOVES ♥ @ 9:51 AM


Wednesday, October 24, 2007

= D Came back not long ago. Met Wendy at é evening, went Bishan to sing. Had food there, sang till I totally mad. Duet songs rox! Happy lar, I saw ya, somebody.

Got abit not use to there. Went toilet, saw alot of lao pei pei and those sexy aunty in é toilet. Not use lar. Everybody using a eye sight to look at me. Cause beside Party World got ktv for middle age de.

Singing is good for destress. = DD I gonna fail my sci. I never study for sci. Concentrating on my math and poa. Lols. I don't like sci.

Think my work will start on 2nd wk or 3rd wk of Nov. Let me think and rest first = ) Wendy gonna train me as her PA. Might work like 5 days in 1 wk then 4 days in 1 wk then 3 days in 1 wk. Sometimes don't need to go office but go her house to call lar. My bill erm, ya. Getting a prepaid card maybe tomorrow? Yup. My bills every mth almost hit 300-400 bucks. Close deal close deal then I can earn more. If 1 mth can help to close 10 deal, I will be happy!! I dare not think of 20. Train train train!!!


And my 6 mth plan, coming soon. November start!! Potato dance also. I do hope *ahem *ahem *ahem *ahem.


LOVES ♥ @ 3:21 AM


Monday, October 22, 2007

I can't sleep!! Tired but can't sleep. How I wish got ppl chat with me on phone now.

1 more week to exam!! Chiong arh!! I wants to relax relax!!

Saturday went Wendy's house with Sis. é workers setting up temp. stall at é big carpark. They did till midnight lor. And bcos of é fire, é living room tv spoilt. Long time never go her house, not use to it. Sis busy doing their letters to owner. And I busy watching vcd and "studying". Wendy's mum went out and leave Sis and me at é house. Stylo!! Haha! Wendy came back then I help out also.

Broinlaw came then help. Sis's paper not enough and no more stamp so stop. Went to Ipoh Lane with Wendy, she went to meet client at 0100. BEST! I waited in é car, almost 1 hr. Went Geylang to meet Sis and Broinlaw, had you tiao da wang, and oyster mee sua.

Wendy send me back, she didn't send me to home cos scare saw Bro. Ate é oyster mee sua, not used to it, very er. Just nice I lock é door, Bro open his door. Phew!

Think doing é Telemarketing job for Wendy ba. Though é pay is little but got commission or bonus. Meanwhile also can take my car licence. Can build confidence. Know how to talk to client, deal with them and alot. Yup yup. Good for me since I will kou chi and nervous when I talk to ppl.

Sunday night went Kranji to eat with Papa, Mama and Sis. Still didn't talk to Papa. Hais!! Went back with Sis.


I totally can't SSLLEEEEPP!! Happy Lucky slept till so shiok.


你那么爱他,为什么不把他留下,为什么不说心里话,你深爱他,这是每个人都知道啊。

我们到底怎么了?

18 oct, a date in 2000 that marks a memories for us. I have move on. Did you? Staying below me makes you happy ma? Knowing when I went out. This was what you said, you wanted to make me miserable? I knew you were hiding on Saturday, to avoid my sis? Ya, your friend kept whistling and stand there and look and wave to me. Thanks to Cocoa, if not Cocoa wants to run away and don't let us catch her, I also won't saw it!! Sis still told me she saw 2 guys. You knew I hate you and I don't want to see you, yes, thank you, I appreciated it alot. But hate can hate how long. Yes, I don't hate you already. I don't want to see you, hmm, if really see you then act blurr lor. I don't want to stay in é past. I wants to stay in é present and future. I don't wanna be so bad.


Merry go round. Why must I qian jiu you guys!! Why? Since you treated me like this and I hated you like hell.


Make me scare of marriage, make me hate guys, make me lose my trust on guys. Nobody could let me be happy and let me don't scare of marriage, let me loves him and let me gain my trust on him. Even if there is this guy, guy's words cannot be trusted. And this is why I say, I won't get married. I'm scare of guys. Treating you guys good got what use? End up also got NOTHING!! Before and after is totally different.

From 0300 blog till 0400+ nearly 0500. From normal weather to windy to raining! I'm still like, eyes big big.

Buay tahan me. Such a nice weather can sleep mai sleep.


I did love you before. Maybe like I should let you be happy, I wants you to be xing fu kuai le. Though heart still cannot and don't want but it takes time. This means I don't loves you already? YES!!

Boy, its over. I shall stop it.


Crying is é best solution. I think I shall have a private blog. I can't express all é things I wants here. This blog will still blog. I don't want to let somebody know. I cannot tahan it. I felt better whenever I blog.


Other ppl are happy but I'm not.
你比从前快乐。I think our family are not meant to be happy and xing fu.


LOVES ♥ @ 10:45 AM


Saturday, October 20, 2007

Woke up, saw é windows were close, my curtain were not down. Went to kitchen, saw é roads then I knew it rain. How come rain I don't know arh. My stubborn curtain don't to come down, argh, have to climb up and fixed.

Fall asleep on é sofa last night, end up I dreamt! Argh! Ya, I cannot sleep early one, I sleep early I will dream even if I'm sleeping on é right and I will wake up and eyes big big. I sleep on left also will dream.

My msg tone was on somemore twice and I didn't heard it. Yaya, I don't sleep early one but I was too tired. Obviously I was sleeping like a pig! But one person msg me at 1000+ then I heard. Aiyo, somemore I dreaming of Janice Jie. Broke my dreamt!!

I dreamt of Janice Jie's bf James propose to her, and Janice kept wanting James to propose. And she told me, he propose beside her bed, she got shock, but é ring no diamond one, like flat flat one, she still 3g to me. Then James gave her one tiger coin, this very weird, it wrote my Bro's year and Janice's birthday day and month only. Then é msg wake me up. Thank you. Msg Janice Jie already, think she see é msg will smile and laugh, I also find it funny.

Last night did went to Party World but no room, got to wait till 2215. Ya lar, cos I didn't book everytime is she book one. = x Then wanted to wait but her bf de grandmother sick then going hospital so we cancel, send her to his blk then I went back. Next Friday then sing, think got to wait ba, next wk must study but Tuesday still going sing with Wendy. = )

Tell me why tell me why. See arh knew Janice Jie since 2005, that time got bf already. Then é r/s no more, and so called she went back to her another ex. Then she decided no, she shouldn't go back. Then stead with Jeff then no continue ler. Till May, she stead with James. And me is like, wait and wait then no more. Really is tian zhu ding. Like last night de party world, no room then James's grandma went hospital then cancel. Fate? Yes, fate.

Like Thursday we suppose to go Kbox sing but Janice Jie choose Party World then I got a *ahem located at there on that day but I don't want to go.

Fate playing merry go round.

Sis got problem, Bro got problem, Mama got problem long time ago, Papa and me didn't talk ever since my birthday.

Hais!! Fate fate fate.

é person I hate, please don't appear infront of me. Volcano will erupt when it appear. *Volcano is me.


LOVES ♥ @ 11:22 AM


Friday, October 19, 2007

= ) I fall asleep on é sofa, just woke up, so blurr. Doing my favourite things, I can study é whole day. Yeah. Doing Accounts. Shuang!! Maths lover. = D

I didn't went for my Sci Prac cos yayaya. Why so qiao! You tell me lar. I still told Janice Jie not going there is fate and now really is fate? Ok out of topic.

Msging with Saz in é afternoon, she gonna tender. Msg Wendy Jie Jie, é hawker centre got fire beside her house, alot of dust now and no more nice food to eat. = ( Bu shuang! Next Tuesday going to sing sing with her!!

Ya, yesterday suppose to go sing but somebody change. Thank you har! Friday means today! Gonna sing. Sing till we be chicken!

Exam coming, can't wait to finish. Don't know when can have this kind of schling feeling. Few years down é road? Multimedia course!!

Yup! Finish exam going to extend é SSDC de date. Saz and Janice Jie think that also. = D

Wa lao, scarli I be property agent. Choy! I knows what I wants.

My cpu sibei ke lian, motherboard spoilt. Need 300+ bucks, cos I want to change my cd burner to dvd burner. Need to ask from Papa. Hopefully I finish exam can use. = D Fate don't want me to play during exam period, really is fate. Somemore kena drag! Ya Sis asked Yan Ping to drag one. Thanks lor.

Can I go Koh Samui in December? I wants to go Bangkok!! Pathuwan Princess Hotel!! Next year Shanghai! And maybe, Taiwan, maybe only. If I got *ahem then go with *ahem lar. If can go Malaysia, ya! Go Jiu Jiu home eat durian!! San Yi dote me one, whenever I go in, she will buy fruits for me although she got big big land to grew her fruits. And é very cute de Xiao Yi, ask me I remember her anot, if I know her, she also know me, ya, go her house play with é rabbit!! And Er Yi, give us lots of food to eat. Heh! And my Su ku Jie Jie, haha!! I loves Malaysia's life!! Rox!! Don't know when Mama wants to go in.


Should I sell accessories online? I don't know from when said till now. Got a blog but é layout I make till dulan then throw there. Now é market so many competitors. Let me think first. Even though I got a job but I will be very free also.

Once my cpu done, I will design my blog lar. Yeah! Include Sis website also. Want to renovate house de, can find her. Next time her accounts thing, lin bu will be in charge. Think her website still editing, will put it here when everything is ok.

Be Multi Task Woman. Haa! Siao.


I don't know what to type sia. Oh ya! É A380 aeroplane, super shuang!! I think if got fly to Bangkok, Papa might sit. Papa only sit SIA de plane, é rest no. Own country de things still fang xin.

Ohh, Lao Tian I needs something. But I know is hard to get.

Electone Organ!! Blah blah blah. I shall go sleep. Miss you lar. = DDDDD


LOVES ♥ @ 1:45 AM


Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Tomorrow is my GCE O Lvl Sci Prac. PIG LAR! At Toa Payoh. Actually I don't intend to go. I scare I bomb é sch. I didn't even go for my sch one. How how!! Yesterday received YMCA's letter, how lar!! I'm a anti social kid in sch de. Haha! My don't smile problem.

I si mian, HAIS!! Like 2 weeks also like this, 0600+ then sleep. *FAINT!!

7 more days to Sci Paper 3. 12 more days to é start of exam. That freaking whole week exam. Then my Potato dance start! Hehheh. Told Janice Jie, she sure anot. Muha!! é most dance till fall down. LOLS!

Really hope Bro give Wendy Jie Jie é answer is yes. If no then Wendy Jie Jie wants me to tell Papa and Mama what happen. Bro said was Wendy wanted to cancel off é wedding but actually was Bro. Praying hard that they will be together.

Ya then Sis asked me why Wendy told me so many things, bcos when she kan chiong or dulan all é words will bomb out. Like I told her é things, straight away, she said she hate Mama. I wanted to help Wendy said but she said no, wait my Bro more dulan. Everybody knew Papa can understand and very ok de cos he is a bizman so to clarify with Papa is no problem, but Mama cannot, housewife gossip. Even Wendy's mum also said that. I also said, Sis also said, Bro's friend also said. If I tell Papa to keep quiet, think he can't tahan if he knows that é wedding is his son cancel de. How lar, want to help but alot of conflict.

Wendy also told me Bro invest in stock and lost $50k!! Wa lao, I rather he give me é money and go oversea and don't come back. Papa and Mama also don't know. Hope Papa no lost. I know he got play Qian Hu one. Haha! I wants to go Qian Hu play!! Shall ask Janice Jie. I wants to go Kelong also!! I wants to eat black pepper crab from Kelong!!


我们的爱过了就不会再从来。


LOVES ♥ @ 10:44 AM


Tuesday, October 16, 2007

= ) Hi, obviously I'm bored. Yesterday had dinner with Sis and Wendy Jie Jie. Ate 70+ bucks, went Mac to latte.

Bro and Wendy Jie Jie, never break. And now yup, Bro's fault. é cheena woman, and he bluff her. No wonder that day Bro called me and asked what I said to Wendy. Now I knew. Wendy Jie Jie did told Bro to tell Mama but he kept dragging. Hais! I really do hope to see them together again. Love really make us go merry go round. I hope Wendy Jie Jie won't break with Bro. Why guys must be like this. Nan ren de hua really cannot believe. Yeah, I see so many of my friend and my relatives and my house one, all I could say was I'm scare of marriage.

Now I also know why Bro didn't want to go with é girls that other ppl introduce. Wendy Jie Jie wanted to go oversea work but Bro stop her. Hais!! Sometimes single is better. But attach got good and bad. Bro went Genting yesterday also didn't tell Wendy.

Adults stuff forever luan! How I wish I be a kid forever.

Anyway, yup!! Thursday going Party World to sing. Wendy Jie Jie gonna sponsor me for one dancing course. Don't want to say what dance, I think I will dance like a potato. My last clubbing was in 2004. 3 years liao. I knew when I was in Primary sch, I joined Chinese dance. LOLS! Imagine me dancing now. *FAINT!! Now this dance is *ahem ahem, I DARE NOT imagine! Fat pig dancing round and round. Start from November. Though I still got one more day of exam in Nov but never falls on that day. = ) 0930 lesson, omgs!! Wendy Jie Jie will fetch me. 0930 leh! 0800 gonna go off. *FAINT!! Very early!! And I'm é youngest among é class, *shake head. Ok I know what dance to say, I will be learning potato dance!! = D

I can't gain my trust on guys again. It did build but now lost gain. Nobody is perfect. From A to E to C to K to E to C to D to C to J. This 9 r/s, é rest I forget liao, 7 I break, 2 slient. Why am I so bad!! Still remember when I was in secondary, K bought one bouquet of roses for me on V day, that time I don't like him already, Chai Lin and Audrey kept asking me to go downstairs and took, I told Audrey I gave her. Bad right. Got soft heart but still don't want. I'm very bad I knew. But force me also no use. After that some guys did ask but I siam. Ya my senior, JR, asked me 2 yrs back? I siam him like siao. All I knew, I was BAD!
Maybe now I got my revenge.
I can be playful, naughty, bad, nice. I dare to say, I didn't had a V day with any guys and never went to any guys house to eat. Ya bcos of me, my fault cos I was bad. A was did went no eat. Got one was I went and sleep then yaya é sister open é door and peep and é mum came back and goté key to open é room door, this one nightmare, now sway sway is my friend's friend. é WORLD IS SMALL. No r/s last for yrs. Last for 1 mth, 2 to 3 wks or 1 day. = ) I'm bad bad bad!!

Don't know why say all out. I'm tired lar. I'll be good and nice but end up quarrel. But all I knew was never got a guy that is so guai lan and mei fong du and so argh! Pissed me off. This is é problem. Revenge?

Evelyn gonna change. What thing change I don't wanna say. I did it then I show to your. Few mths later. From November start, give me 6 mths. Build up my confidence and be a happy woman. And ya, make * __o__!! All I can say is work hard for my future.

So after exam, give myself some weeks to rest and go for interview. = ) Yup, part time job. Though is little but start from small. 1 week 3 days. Is a Telemarketing job. Anybody wanna join? I need one more person. 1 hr 5 bucks, if good can increase. Erm, is at Alexandra Road? Around there. Nearest control station is Clementi and Habourfront. If I'm not wrong, is two wks pay. If you help é ppl to close, you can bonus or commission. Is from 1900-2200.

Challenging ae!! Talk on phone. I present also got problem liao. But Wendy Jie Jie will train me lar.

é rest of time can let me go and learn my car and my organ if Mr Tan can get me a time and = ). Taekwondo maybe on Thursday or Saturday. See how lar.

So happy!! First thing I got to do is start *ahem.

IS TOUGH BUT EVELYN! IS WORTH IT!! PROVE TO YOURSELF AND NOT ANYBODY. I feel like giving myself 3 months but bu gan.

Okok. No worries for my job, pay little nvm. Chi ku xian.

Nah! If anybody want to join, let me know ba. Should start around mid Nov or later or early. *MUACKS! I LOVE EVERYBODY!!


If you can wait, I will continue. I really do hope. But I can't change it if you don't want. You happy can ler. If by that time still nothing, I will wish you all é best. I can't force. You happy, I'll be happy for you. Time proves everything. I say ler also no use. You'll do your things and I'll do my things. Not only me, you also must! A clap needs two hands. JIA YOU!!



JIA YOU EVELYN! MUST BE PERSISTENCE!! HARD WORK WILL HAVE BENEFIT! EVERYTHING IS WORTH IT!!


Okok I gonna stop. Again, anybody want é job, tell me. Bye!


LOVES ♥ @ 11:36 AM


Monday, October 15, 2007

Bored dao yao ming. Just did finish my nail arts, spend 6 hours to do. Satisfy!!

Janice Jie de dog went back to é owner liao. = ( Very cute lor! Ok, Last Saturday met Janice Jie for breakfast. Wanted to eat at 900+ but raining. Wanted to eat downstairs but never. Went Northpoint, had korean food. Kimchi sucks like hell. Dhoby Ghaut one nicer. Went Popular, both of us siao, went to buy this 2 books each. She and her *ahem. My and my *ahem. Both really siao. Went blk downstairs and read. Laughing like mad. But like true lor.

I asked Janice Jie, I very fierce meh. She said ya, no smile é face like want to beat ppl. MUHA! I don't know why.

14 more days to O. Everything finish might be going to Malaysia to stay? Singapore got alot of things to stress. Malaysia kampong area BEST!! Or going other country but! I can't find any suitable de. Janice Jie buay sai take leave also.

爱一个人真的有那么难吗?喜欢也是吗?

Ok, gonna type this whole cheena words out since I'm bored. Is really really meaningful. Those ppls don't know why I behave like this, please read. Sit in my shoes and understand me. Is too long for me to translate. But Cheena more powerful.


人的一生会遇上的四个人

人生就是为了找寻爱的过程,每个人的人生都要找到四个人。
第一个是自己,
第二个是你最爱的人,
第三个是最爱你的人,
第四个是共度一生的人。
首先会遇到你最爱的人,然後体会到爱的感觉;
因为了解被爱的感觉,所以才能发现最爱你的人;
当你经历过爱人与被爱,学会了爱,才会知道什么是你需要的,
也才会找到最适合你,能够相处一辈子的人。
但很悲哀的,在现实在生活中,这三个人通常不是同一个人;
你最爱的,往往没有选择你;
最爱你的,往往不是你最爱的;
而最长久的,偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的,
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。
你,会是别人生命中的第几个人呢?
没有人是故意要变心的,他爱你的时候是真的爱你,
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了,
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你;
同样的,他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你。
当一个人不爱你要离开你,
你要问自己还爱不爱他,
如果你也不爱他了,千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开;
如果你还爱他,你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐,
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起,绝不会阻止,
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福,就表示你已经不爱他了,
而如果你不爱他,你又有什么资格指责他变心呢?
爱不是占有,
你喜欢月亮,不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里,
但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。
换句话说,你爱一个人,也可以用另一种方式拥有,
让爱人成为生命的永恒回忆,
如果你真爱一个人,就要爱他原来的样子一爱他的好,也爱他的坏:
爱他的优点,也爱他的缺点,
绝不能因为爱他,就希望他变成自己所希望的样子,
万一变不成就不爱他了。
真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的,
你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏,你都希望这个人陪著你;
真正的感情是两人在最艰苦中相守,也就是没有丝毫要求。
毕竟,感情必须付出,而不是只想获得;
分开是一种必然的考验,
如果你们的感情不够稳固,只好认输,
真爱是不会变成怨恨的。
两人在谈情说爱的时候,
最喜欢叫对方发誓,许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓,
就是因为我们不相信对方,我们根本不相信情人,
而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际:
海枯石烂、地老天荒,都不能改变我对你的爱!
明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒;
就算会,也活不到那时候。
许下承诺言的时候千万注意,不要许下可以实现的承诺,
最好是承诺做不到的事,
反正做不到,随便说说也不要紧,
请记住:"不可能实现的诺言最动人"
在爱情里,说的是一套,做的是另一套;
讲的人不相信,听的人也不相信。
你呢?找到了第几个?
茫茫人海中,你遇见了谁?谁又遇见了你?

Understand one will understand. Don't understand de shut your mouth.

Oh ya, I think I got 小人!!Right infront of me smile smile talk talk laugh laugh, behind of me say my bad words, backstab. I knew who-SSS! Means got a few. And ya! Make use of me to go out and kpo abt my stuffs. Janice Jie you cfm first one lar! Hah! No lar kidding. You knew me.

Thursday hurry up come, Janice Jie wanna go Kbox sing, don't really like Kbox but har! Got reason lar hor Jie! = )

So darn fast, 11th more weeks to 2008. Omgs!! Turn 21. 12 mths and 1 week. I dare not imagine it. Next year birthday falls on Monday, but will celebrate in advance. Saturday! So Sis told me can either book on Friday book in, Saturday, Sunday, Monday check out OR Saturday book in, Sunday, Monday check out. I still don't know where to book, finding for a place where can bring DOGS!! Most probably is Pasir Ris there de. Hard to say. Things might change. This year de also last min want de. This yr de food, not enough, Sis say don't cook more end up so fast. Mama have to go and buy, eek! Hen han chi!!

Time for me to think what I want to do!!
Electone Organ, wants to go back but Mr Tan's schedule. = (
This year is my last year of studying ler. Few years down é road, might study Multimedia course when I got é money and time. But not now not now, enough of books.
SSDC, got to study also. Hopefully by 21st birthday I got that rectangle license. Hope only.
Sunshine Empire, want and don't want. Still don't dare to walk out of é hole. But have to, to prove myself. But still ..... bu gan. Heh! Somemore my buay song face, where got ppl dare sia. Shall ask Wendy Jie Jie since she was in ..
Love, bye bye.


Ae ya, I saw é show on Channel 8 at 9pm got flim at company. Just nice, I was standing right infront of é tv saw that lion head. Heh! Told Sis, she diam diam.

Cpu!! Cpu!!

Miss wo har!!


LOVES ♥ @ 11:56 AM


Thursday, October 11, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR HAPPY LUCKY!!!!! = DD One years old already!! Will find a wife for you, ya White Pom Pom. My precious!!

Everytime help me scratch hair and bite it.
Everytime disturb me when I'm sleeping.
Everytime play till like siao.
Everytime will gong xi to me. Everytime ask you kiss, you will aim for é lip.
Everytime told you bone bone, you knew where I put.
Everytime knew I took pic with you, you cfm fall aslp one.
Everytime when Lassy and Cocoa get to go out, you will jump and scratch me to take you out also.
Everytime take plastic bag and run around.
Everytime when I scold you, you will hide below é sofa then after that you will kay siao, follow wherever I go and give é look.
Everytime will sleep beside my bed.
Everytime when I gave rabbit to eat, you cfm snatch from him, but with Cocoa, you are so gentle!!
Everytime will stretch your body when I carry you.
Everytime when you knew I'm going out, you will keep looking and following.
Everytime when I'm bathing, you will wait for me outside.
Everytime teach you a command, you will learn it fast, that's my clever boy!! = D
You never fail to make me laugh and smile everyday.

From é initial when we were at é Pet Farm, you kept looking at me when I'm playing with other dogs. Kept standing up and wanted me to carry. Papa wanted another dog but I wanted you. = ) Cos é another dog super hyperactive and bigger than you. Papa wanted to fetch you with lorry but I said fetch you with car. Papa told you, you were very lucky that we choose you. (Maybe that's why you called Lucky) é first time you get to see é outside cos you always stay in é cage, looking at é lorry pass by you got frightened. Reached Papa's office and I didn't carried you, you kept barking and barking and you kept lao sai. We went out to eat, é car's tyre kena something and you vomit in é car, darn lucky. Put you to sit on é chair but you insisted to sleep on my legs.

When you got home, Cocoa scared of you. Haha!! First time she scared cos everytime she scared Lassy. They all said you look ugly, cos your fur still baby's fur. You will go to é toilet yourself and pee. When I went sch and you couldn't find me, you will search everywhere, climbing on é sofa, é bed, everywhere to look for me, you will sleep on my clothes till I came home then you will wake up to play. You will cuddle behind my back and sleep with me. Follow wherever I go. You won't play with other people expect me. Whenever you pee outside é toilet, you got beat by Papa then will hide at below sofa. When we bring you out, you won't pee or pass motion de, you will tahan till you reached home. You learned to jump on Mama's bed very fast, and my bed you took quite long cos very high. Last time when Mama fried things, you will bark at her de. That day Mama was sick, you kept sleeping beside her and wake her up. Haha. Cute lar.

That day you vomitted everywhere on my bed. I told Sis and Papa, they wanted to sell you away cos you got so many sickness, I cried. Brought you to vet, you wanted to touch é vet, end up I got scolded. You got parasite. Everything ok after that. Now one of your testicles still in ur thigh, need to take out and ur teeth, suppose to drop but never.

= ) Your virgin grooming on 23 september. Haha! You came back, everybody laughed at you cos you look like a small pig and look like squirrel. You were moody for é whole night.

= DD LOVES HIM LAR! Papa wanted to find a wife for you.
Can feel that initially nobody like you expect for Papa, me and Cocoa. Lassy hate him like hell. But now ok, Lassy will play with him when she happy. But everytime she will tio beat cos she bark. Ke lian. = D Though you always got bully by Sis, nvm, you will revenge on Cocoa by pulling her rubber band out and bite her. = x

This Monday, you went Papa's office with Mama, Lassy and Cocoa came back. Cocoa was moody for é whole night, searching everywhere for you. Buay tahan lar! é look she gave. Haha. Cos everytime Cocoa comes home, cfm play de.

You know how to look at ppl de, ppl that you don't like you will bark or bite. But not those bite till bleed. Strange huh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR LIM! = * You got a new friend, Janice Jie got a three yrs old Shih Tzu but haven't see each other yet. Can go picnic again. = )


LOVES ♥ @ 11:06 AM


Friday, October 05, 2007

OHAIYOU GOZAIMASU!~~

Going back Yishun soon. Thanks Mr Happy Lucky, I HAVE TO BUY ONE DUCK FOR COCONUT!!! Cos he went to bite e duck's hand out and yup!! No more quack quack liao.

Gonna CHIONG FOR O lvl!! 24 more days. YES!! SSDCL I'm coming!!

Isit time for me to go back to my Electone Organ? HMM!! Mr Tan got available slot for me?

People owe me things de, give me back. Lend ler things don't need I ask from you, you jolly well got e discipline to give people back after using!!

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy

When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch
Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know.
From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up.
And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.


You've Got It Bad For Him

For better or worse, you've always got your friend on the brain.
If he digs you too, this could be a very good thing.
If not, at least you tried! You've got to make a move and find out.
You might discover that he's been pining away for you as well.


You Are 64% Good

You are a good person. You do the best you can to be ethical, fair, and moral.
And as you know, being a good person means making hard decisions... and following them through.
If you're confronted with an ethical dilemma, you will usually do the right thing.
Of course you do slip up. No one's perfect. But you do your best to correct your missteps.

You are also probably: incredibly honest, especially with yourself

Right now you are on track to being: A respected leader

To be a better person: Be kind to someone who is not very kind to you


You Date Like a Woman

According to studies on dating, you date like a woman.
You tend to take romance seriously, and you're not really out for a fling.

A mental and emotional connection always comes first for you.
And rushing the physical stuff is likely to turn you off.

You're highly selective when it comes to dating, and some may say you're too picky.
You know what you want, and when you find it, you're ready to commit.



LOVES ♥ @ 9:30 AM


Ni hao!!

At Sis's house de study room. Mama was sleeping and Happy Lucky and Cocoa were sleeping. Except me. = ))

Had nightmare last night. CONTINUOUSLY LOR!!! I think I dreamt abt 4 or 5 dreams. My ex one was horrible, make till I woke up and scare.


Can please like go away!! I don't wanna wait and wait that's all. I forget him, he appear. _|_ More worst two somemore!!


I don't want to let ppl said I loves him because he is rich. So? What if he is rich, is e heart that matters me. If I really loves rich ppl, I must well go those high class place and shui shui pian pian go flirt and *SNAP! I will go stay with them, ask them to buy things for me. If money could buy love, then you also isit?

You think I Evelyn is what! I fall in loves with money isit!! So what he drove Mercedes! Yes I knew, it is my favourite car. SO!! SO!! You tell me lar. If I loves e money so much, I rather go flirt other ppl than WAIT!

I don't fall in love with ppl easily de lor. Unless is e type I wants!! Read it over and over again till you remember!! Or should I underline for you?? I think I should.

THINK BEFORE YOU SAY ME!! HELLO!! Must well ask me go be prositute right!! Then I won't love anybody.



Can't I miss e ppl I loves?? Is my mind or yours!! I loves him so?? But I still hates him what!! ARGH!! I loves who also need to ask you yes or no meh. _|_ Then I tell u I hate him lor!! I hate him like hell!! Mei fong du!!


LOVES ♥ @ 1:36 AM


Monday, October 01, 2007

HI!! I knew I disappeared very long. Though I got use hp to blog but still disappear from msn and my blog and blah blah blah. Got new monitor, new speaker in e end only can stare at them, poor cpu not beside them. HAHA!! Using Bro's com now. He asked ok already, I said haven't then he went out, asked me to switch off e switch when I went out of his room. He kept asking Lucky to go out but Lucky don't want. HAHA!! He sleeping beside me lar.


This few weeks, Evelyn hen guai leh!! Study for O lvl ok!! Though I never go sch but once I woke up every morning like 1100+ then I start studying till night. Shan Cai Ye also know. = DD Two weeks back de Sunday I went to pray then he said I never listen cos I never study. I also don't know what happen to me. Or Shan Cai Ye force me?? I don't know.

Okok. My cpu still haven't ok. Sis asked Yan Ping, she said my CPU's RAM like spoilt, then Sis told her slowly do cos I having exams. BEST!! Then I asked Sis lend me her laptop, I wants to listen to music!! Hope can get asap!! = ((

Janice Jie no voice!! WOOO!!! That time laugh me now your turn!! MUHAHA!! She just came back from MOMO ISLAND!! Redang lar. = DD Loves her lots lar!! Words can't express my feeling. She is my best best best best friend, sister, counsellor, guan jia po, alot alot!! Thanks for e helping my birthday esp. You help me e whole day and yet I still show attitude in e morning. Sorry sorry. You know my temper lar. I will change. = ))


Ok. It seems like I slowly forget you but why everytime I wants to erase you from my mind, e next day cfm got something abt you. Sunday's strait times, just glance at e paper, BBOOMZM!! Your name. _|_


I will send e photos to your once I get back my cpu, but I don't know when. = ((~


If I were to choose, I rather forgive you. = )) I rather Bro go back to Wendy Jie Jie again. Few nights back Sis did test Mama, she liked no angry or what. Is hard to forget when photos taken, restuarant booked. I rather forgive her everything. Is Bro who say end. Maybe I can feel how Wendy Jie Jie feels cos her parents were divorced. More or less there will be a shadow de.


OK!! 10 more days!! TO HAPPY LUCKY'S FIRST YEAR OLD!! = )) Saving up for his surgery. Judy told me, dogs are very strong de. = )) I really hope so. Still got e scaryness in my heart.


Maybe I should forget abt something? I won't be a manager, I won't have my car ba. Want to go back but still fail.


Ok. I shall stop. Go study again. Ar bo Dinosaur going to say me ler. Ya Lucky's girlfriend Cocoa's sister Princess Lassy's owner = my sister. = x = x


LOVES ♥ @ 7:29 PM